LivE uR LiFe!!

2007-02-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

so here's an update of my days at apple centre.

so i finally had my 1st lunch with SAL.
im glad we have so many things in common.
i know audrey...you must be grinning while reading this.

yes, we do have many things in common.
we both like film a lot.
we can talk about it all day.
glad she's picking up fast.
gave her my dvp book.
and then told her it's ok. i dont need it back.

dumb.

i still do need it.
but what can i do?
say no to a girl i like?
ahahaha. nope.
i will not say that.

and to that michelle.
dont you ever take that tone with SAL.
EVER.
dont take advantage of her coz you think she's one kind to you.
SAL isnt that type of person and i can vouch for it.
afterall, i knew her so long ago.
i know what kind of person she is.
lemme catch you trying to prove you're better than SAL.
i swear, im not gonna be nice again.

i wonder. i always seem like the nice person everybody befriends.
i can be mean too. if you piss me off.
but, normally, im not like that. so dont worry.
right now, only SAL matters to me.
oh..and audrey and yvonne too!
cant forget them hur?
hahaha.
muack! love you aud...my OLD pal...

only you matter so much to...

2007-01-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

went to work today.
had a day off ytd.
glad i had a break.
haha.
today isnt as stressful as the other days.
i guess, coz, im getting used to it alrdy.

so anyhoos, this morning on the way to work,
i couldnt believe who i saw at the bus stop when i was on the bus.
MR DEREK!!!!
man. it's been 3 years since i last saw him man.
hahaha.
he didnt see me.
lalalalala......

work today was ok.
managed to sell a mac mini at the last min.
just as i was thinking about leaving.
customer came up to me, so i entertained him.
he bought it.
so....I GET TO EARN COMMISION!
yay to that.

after that rushed to novena to see a client.
charging the norm price for lots of stuff to be done.

ok la...today nothing much.
SAL's bday coming.
what should i get her?
she's coming back from bali on monday.
so, she'll be back at work on tuesday.
wow. it's like...i wont be seeing her for many days.
but i feel like i can concentrate without her around.
when she's around, all my attention is directed toward her.
haha.
gosh.
GIRLS please help me.
i want this girl bad.

if only you knew......

2007-01-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

so today was a fun day.
wilmer and kavin taught me a lot of stuffs.
just by looking at them serve customers, i have alrdy learnt a hell lot.

i feel a little stupid today coz i kept staring at SAL.
man. and if im not looking at her, she's looking at me.
sometimes, we'd so happen to just look at each other.
im torn between 2 girls.

should i choose SAL or SHELLY?
i mean. not that they know i like them.
but i wanna choose like...someone more realistic that i can go for.

seems like i have made a decision alrdy.
with the help and continuous advice from audrey dear,
i have made up my mind.

im going for SAL.
not sure what im gonna do about SHELLY.
that i need advice.
i still like her.

had my 1st dinner with SAL tonight.
it was really enjoyable.
though it's a company dinner, it's worth a lot more to me.
coz i've known her like...some...10 years ago?
so. it really means a lot more.
is it fate that we met up again?

2nd hand imacs for sale!!!!

wth is john doing to wilmer and zhi hao???

wilmer checking out the hard drives. hahaha.

i've finally found someone to go for.

2007-01-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

im so happy today.

audrey....you should know why ah...

i dont feel comfortable typing it all out here.
yea.

anyhoos, terry will be dropping by tmr.
so, gonna talk to him i guess?

where have you been?

2007-01-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

alright.
so let's start off...

today is the first day of work.
it's a good day.
starts off with me seeing this girl that i like.
guess ive liked her since last year?
yea..ever since i went to get stuffs at apple centre around end of nov.
lol.

today, i never expected her to be that someone i havent seen in 6 years.
i still cant believe that it's her.
like..seriously.
right after that, i totally, didnt know what to do.
and just smile back at her everytime she smiled at me.
but..man..
im still in 'shock'.
haha. what a word to USE.
i just cant believe i like her.
omg.
what about shelly now?
what's gonna be of her.
aud's told me to make a decision.
to decide on the person i stand the most chance with.
either choose the one who i chat with online and only online.
or the one that i'll be seeing for the next 2 and a half months for 10 hours everyday.

any advice people?

i seriously need advice.
coz im confused and im lost.

you or her?

2007-01-21T06:57:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

-secondhand serenade

listening to this song has really got me thinking.
reading what audrey typed to me over msn has got me thinking too.
just how much do i want you?
how much do you mean to me?

how do i tell you?
i dont know.
coz why?
you're attached and probably pretty happy with who you're with.
and im just sitting in the corner, waiting for you.
right.
maybe what is needed, is time.
and that's what i can give.

but, im gonna meet this girl.
this other girl.
coz she and i work at the same place.
and somehow, im attracted to her.
but not as much to you.
i dunno.
i just have to figure it out.
yea.

happy waiting for me.
work starts on monday.
11am - 8pm weekdays.
12noon - 7pm weekends.
funan apple centre.
whoever, you may come find me.
just dont disturb me at my workplace.
my boss is always around.
i would love to see shelly there.

i havent taken my eyes off you.

2007-01-15T05:35:00.000+08:00

anyways.

2nd post coz i just saw angie's request on my pix from my trip.

so MS ANGIE, this pictures are for you...

i dont think i'll bother on putting the pix in positions like which places come 1st.
i went to karuizawa, fukushima, yuzawa, tokyo, yamanashi and chiba.

im thinking about buying a place there.

the koda kumi ad that i simply love too much.

promotion of BoA's new album. though it's not out yet.

MY NIECE!!! kumiko. she's japanese.

my bleach collection. over a period of A DAY.

toilets at Takashimaya Shinjuku.

THE SNOW!!!

the amount of strawberries we had on my mom's bday at yuzawa.

they even have a penis scuplture. it's something to do with fertility.

my 1st strawberries in japan. YUM. ichigo wa daisuki!~

nike factory oulet!

this are the pix angie.
hope you like them.

2007-01-15T05:03:00.000+08:00

ok.

so it's 5.10 in the morning.
what? i cant sleep.
i have watched 2 movies and and an episode of 'Heroes'.
consecutively.
without any break.
other than to the loo that is.

i watched 'Bloodrayne'.
it was aite.
it's about this half-vampire, half-human.
i forgot the term they used. starts with a 'D'.
i think. HAH.

++
2nd movie i watched was 'The Sisterhood of the Travelin Pants'.
i know, the movie is dated 2 years back.
i just, didnt watch it and suddenly feel the urge to watch it now.
it's a great movie.
those who havent watched it yet, i definitely urge you to.
it has touched me in ways that are hard to put to words on friendship.
it made me tear.
it made me think about friendships.
how inseperable you and your buddies are.
how you share each other's happiness, burdens, tears.
do you cherish every moment you have with your friends?
you dont have to answer me.
answer yourself.
i do.
every living moment i have with my best friends, close friends.
i love them.
but i dont need to tell anyone that.
im telling myself that.
i hope my friends feel it the same that i do.
this movie really taught me a really valuable lesson.
++

to that very special person.
i cherish every moment we chat.
even if it's online.
it's just disappointing that you will never know how i feel towards you.
because i cant find the words or the strenght to tell you.

i love you, but you dont know.
you just keep me smiling.

2007-01-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

im back peeps.

time for me to update.
i had a blast when i was in japan.
i spent like...a lot of money on BLEACH.
i think about a 100 bucks?
i watched the BLEACH movie in japan too.
it's too cool for words.
i simply love BLEACH.

anyhoos, one month in japan, and i cant stop thinking about her.
everyday, every hour.
i miss her.
i miss chatting with her.
laughing at ourselves.
helping her edit songs.
somebody, kill me.
please.
coz im in love with her and all i can do it wait.
fcuk.
im not gonna just give up.
im gonna wait.
she isnt online today. and im kinda tired of waiting today...
i got back so early...and slept very little.
so..im kinda shagged now.
dont ask.
yvonne, really like to thank you for the past month.
you helped me a lot. gonna meet you later.
yay.
gotta prepare the camera. incase.
haha.
you know what i mean.
see ya later girl~~!

the entire time, all i thought was you.

2006-12-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

so today i went out with melvin and gabriel and their friend, jason.
today was aite. other than the fact...melvin made me wait for almost 3 hours.
lucky i was in amy's shop.
she kept me company and we caught up with each other.

after that, met up with jason and mel and went shopping for mel's clothing for grad show.
hahaha. now he looks handsome.
hope LB likes him.
LOL
serious.
melvin look more handsome now.

hahaha. after that met up with gabriel.
then went jalan jalan awhile.
then left for ParkLane coz gab meeting some of his friends.
we ended up drinking there.
lol. that place kinda nice..
good for chilling.

left for mac later on at king albert park.
chat chat then went home.

thought of the day:

i thought i saw her today.
might have been her.
but, i dunno. might not have been her.
all i thought about the whole day was her.
yep.
i know how much i like her.
but i cant do anything about her.
coz she's attached.
all i can do now is to just wait for a miracle or something.
just gimme a miracle now!!
grrr. fcuk it.
hope for one la.
flying off soon and she aint online yet. sigh.
why of all nights..tonight.
when i need to say something to her at least.
before i leave.
to at least say i'd miss chatting to her or something.
sigh.
i guess we'll chat in a month's time.

x end x

flying off at 11.30pm.
will be at terminal 2.
will be at the airport at 9.30pm.
who wanna send me off?

no one.

ja neh.

be back in a month guys!!

gonna miss you a hell lot the coming month.

2006-12-04T02:51:00.000+08:00

it's like a really tiring weekend.
spent like...2 days at mac.

i just got home btw.
im really really shagged.
but i still have 3D to complete.
im still renderring 1 scene,
completing 1 scene,
then i still have to put it into premier and then render again.
i hope it doesnt take another few hours.
she's alrdy angry with me.

this is like, the latest that i get home.
2 days at mac leaves me with, " mommy, why is the sea water salty?"
the kumon ad that i sat through for like...almost 12 hours!
i cant remember all the lines.
i even know when it's gonna be played again.
OH NO!
sickening.

anyhoos,
while rendering,
i called up huixia coz i heard from chinling that my dvp test papers are with her.
huixia didnt pick up.
an hour later, she called me back then she made me wait for like 20 over mins.
i got fed up and hung up on her call.
she didnt wanna pass me the papers tmr or any other day except thursday.
shit her.
sheesh man.
she's so gonna get it bad from me.

anyhoos, i needed her to be online.
it's like she's some form of a motivation for me.
yikes.
dunno how deep im getting myself into.
but, i dont care.
we're hanging out soon.
we decided to do that this week before i leave for japan.
i havent told yvonne about it yet.
i dont think i'll tell her anytime soon.
we're, i dunno. kinda..lost?
nah...dunno what it is.
dont really care much now.

this is what we did today while renderring the 3D scenes.

my drawing of gab:

my drawing of mel:

my drawing of yvonne:

all the drawings:

hmmm...chatting on msn while im renderring scenes:

msn. hmmm.

mac at 1plus in the morning:

check out gab's new ear accessory:

i waited til 4 in the morning:

thought of the day:

only wanted you to come online.
just so that you'd make my day.

x end x

ja neh

i have her.
but she doesnt know that i like her.

2006-12-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

so it's been a week since i last blogged.

lots of things have happened.
im really happy that im so done with my portfolio.
so happy with the turn out.

im done with everything except 3D.
had a breakdown on friday.
and i dont even know why.
i just felt like crying.
and i havent like, done that in a long time.
minus watching movies.

ytd, i met melvin and gabriel to do 3D.
melvin helped me with it.
gabriel lent his laptop.
nice of them to do that.
we did 3D til 1 plus at king albert park.
my dad fetched us home after that.

when i got home, i saw someone online.
i didnt know who until i opened the window.
it was her.
'shelly'.
i added her on msn.
this whole week, i've only not seen her one day.
i feel a little nervous around her, but, feel good at the same time.
i guess i do like her.
so she chatted with me.
we chatted til 3 plus in the morning.
i was so happy.
she transformed my shitty day to a happy day.
she made me smile as we chat.
i bet she had some stuff to laugh about too while we chat.
i must do finish my 3D, she is cheering me on.
once im done, i'll try to help her with audio post's jobsheet one (although, we're doing different stuffs) and her dvp proj.
and so, maybe i will see her on monday.
or at least i hope so.

i dont know how to describe how i feel about her.
it's just weird coz i couldnt stand the sight of her last time.
not sure why.
but i do know, i like her.
and she doesnt know.
i hope she doesnt find out.
if not, im so dead.

thought of the day:

"the imperfect seeks perfection"- the lix.

she has made me happy.
in all the shit im going through now.
the lix aint around to help.
and im having another problem on my own.
it's my fault that it happened.
and i had no idea that it was coming.
it just came.
and im sorry for it but you wont believe me.
so i wont stress on it.
now that i know, it wont happened again.
i swear.
if you'd believe me this time.

x end x

ja neh

im so over you.
now that i have her.

2006-11-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

aite.

so i finally found time to blog since im transferring stuff from my HD to the com.

the pass few days have been pretty rocky.

lets start off with tuesday:

so disappointed with the way she acted.
so disappointed with
pretty much everything that day.
i was stupid.
that's all i can call myself that night.

wed:

i didnt go to school.
went for lunch with the parents as it was their 21st wedding anniversary.
i had that day to relax a bit.
least i had that day.

thursday:

so everything's ok?
i hope so.
im so sorry.
to you and to him.
you wouldnt believe how sorry i feel.

the night before i stayed up til 5 in the morning to do my vector art.
still wasnt done.
only the face completed.
was damn shagged by the time it hit 4 in the morning.
but i continued on.

on thursday night, i stayed up again.
this time i stayed up til 7 in the morning.
managed to finish up the vector art.
i must say, im pretty pleased with it coz i never expected myself to be capable of doing it.
hahaha.

friday:

went to school real late coz overslept.
couldnt wake up.
went to return the tablet.
and to find out my HD has VIRUS, i swear, DAMN THE PC LAB.
DAMN THE SCHOOL COMPUTERS.
why the hell now?
anyhoos, the Inka passed me this new series called 'Heroes'.
it's really too good.
guys, you all should watch it.

didnt do much that day.
rested pretty much the whole day.
was too shagged.

sat - today:

went for dental today.
man...it hurt like HELL.
why? coz i got weak gums.
i bled like hell.
i was so shocked when i rinsed my mouth.
the amount of blood was like i got punched or something.
i dunno, but the dentist was like..chavving into my gums or something.
it really hurt a lot.
cleaning session sucks.

sigh.

thought of the day:

i sure learnt a lesson throughout this whole thing.
im glad it's all over.
i dont have to think about you anymore.

x end x

ja neh.

i'm glad.

2006-11-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

i think yvonne might be right.
maybe i dont wanna forget you afterall.
but i have to.
if i dont, you'll never be able to trust me fully.

so, im forcing myself to.
hah.
i guess it will be harder if i force?

anyhoos, i just came back from yvonne's house.
went there for do the storyboard for 3D.
tmr i can finally start doing it.
staying for night class.
hahaha.
the next 2 weeks, you'll be seeing me really working very hard to finish up my work.
sigh. gonna be dame tired i tell ya.
anyhoos, all for a good cause.
hahaha.

im busying scanning all the pictures yvonne passed to me just now.
so i decided to scan some of mine in too.

haha. im a happy kid!

2nd thought of the day:

"more hideous crimes have been committed in the name of obedience than have ever been in the name of rebellion" -from the lix's msn personal message.

hmmm, how true can that be?
i find it kinda.
have you like done anything wrong,
for like, the 'greater good'?
think about it.
this message put up by the lix seriously has gotten me thinking.

x end x

ja neh.

2006-11-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

i entered the lift to go to pc lab today.
once the door opened, i saw her.
i tried to look everywhere other than at her.

she went to get drinks.
i went inside the pc lab.

she came in, i sat up to see her.

she stood behind me just now,
i felt a little weak in the stomach.

i felt her eyes on me as she walked away.

what am i feeling?
are my feelings betraying me?
i once told myself to not fall for her.
coz i couldnt stand her.
but, what am i feeling now?
this is ridiculous.
it's michelle im talking about here.
how can it be her?

thought of the day:

there was the day where you comforted me.
i had a big fight with jean.
you were there for me.
it's funny coz everybody hated you, but, i was the only one who liked you.
reason: i fell hard for you.

i rmbr losing a part of myself coz you broke my heart.
it's still missing.
and i dont know if i'll ever recover that part of me.
there isnt any 50-50.
sigh.

x end x

ja neh

im still missing you.

2006-11-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

OMG....MOOD SWINGS!!!!

sheesh.
i hate them mood swings man.
it's like i'd get irritated easily.
which obviously sucks.
grrr...

'adequate dose of happy pills'.
janz line.
yea.
i think i'll need to take a subscription of a week's dosage from jannah.
i might not be that a happy goober this coming week.
why?
PROJECTS.
hell lot of rushing to do this week before i can relax a day on saturday.
ive got to complete at least, 6 works by this friday.
6! gosh. can i really complete it?
YES I CAN!
by hook or by crook la.

enough of projects.
thinking about them makes me feel sick. EEW.
wanna say this ----> ITE PORTAL SUCKS!!!!
ive been helping yvonne with the etutor.
and by the time i did finish everything, i only completed 92%.
it sucks coz i clicked everything, and it's still stuck at 92%.
im gonna complain to ite la.......
(*^%&@$%#%!!!!!!!
urgh.

think im gonna hve thoughts of the day until saturday.

thought of the day:

" you're that uncle and im that auntie "
this was what she told me once.
i swear, that was so funny when she told me.
we'd kid with each other about being lesbian partners.
i didnt mind the jokes coz how i wished.
but nomatter what, we cant go any further and i knew that.
im not 100% a les.
those who dont believe, ah well, screw you.
HAHA.
this auntie is so important to me, that back when i was 14, i didnt want to lose her.
sounds childish? well, i was only 14 and dont know how to think.
i didnt want to jeopadize everything that we had, but at the same time, i wanted her.
least i had control of my situation.
im glad i went through it.
coz now, if anything like this happens again, i know what to do.
hahaha.

it's like this whole week i might think of her.
before i see her this saturday.
im excited about that day.
but, im not gonna look forward to it.
dont want to keep my hopes up high, then let her crush it again.
as usual.
coz it's kinda like her habit to let me know at the very last minute that she cant make it.
so, no point thinking too much for that day.
only a little worried.
hahaha.

x end x

ja neh.

im so thinking about that day.
a part of me tells me not to, a part of me just cant help it.
help me forget you once and for all.

2006-11-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i just realized that we've been going home from school so late like, recently.
eew.
that kinda feeling, sucks.
i dont like that school and yet i have to stay so long in it.
gross.
lol.

anyhoos, it's just a few weeks more and im outta there! YAY~! HOORAY~!

after we finished DVP on friday, yvonne and i went home.
but we kinda side-tracked.
meaning we talked for a few hours.
we talked from like, yck til her house?
yea.
then sat down below her block and talked more.
i wanted her to talk about it coz it's really no use not talking about it.
avoiding is seriously not the way out either.
im glad you got family 6 to help you on the way too.
there's also 2 people who seriously needa find better things to do with their lives man.
like, 'attacking' yvonne is all they ever do and all they ever feel like doing.
sigh. no life people.
just feel like laughing at them.
OOI...yvonne...why i always miss the good show ah?
wth..
whahaha. nothing against you ah~

46 mins ago was the brother's birthday.
happy 16th birthday aite..

i slept so much just now, think im gonna stay up to do the video editing.
wahahah.
monday can pass yvonne the video to let her do the soundtrack for the trailer.
GOOD.
wahahaha.
so that is gonna be off my back like that.
left with a few more projects to be done.

i was thinking of that MAKCIK just now.
and what if i cant forget her, coz the lix says that it's not so easy to forget a person.
every person leaves a certain something etched into you.
it's so true.
i was thinking too much last night till i stressed myself up.
i had to talk to the lix to calm down.
im glad i have her.
im just worried that i wont be able to have a proper closure on saturday.
i just pray that i get one.
maybe i do need to fall in love again to forget her.
it's hard coz she's the first one i ever liked.
so. IM GONNA TRY HARDER.

but i guess im that pathetic fool yvonne said i am.
hah.
no kidding man.

ja neh

so close, yet so far.
this is how i have felt for the pass few years.
finally i wanna end it.
but, did i ever stand a chance since the day we became friends?

maybe i didnt. coz you didnt understand.
you were afraid of it.
it was different to you, so you chose the harder path.
wish you knew what you did.
the 'monster' you created in me.

memories of you and me flash pass me so fast.
i seem to only grab the happy ones i spent with you.
it was needless to say that i yearn for those days again.

dont leave me heartbroken again.

2006-11-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

okies!

today.
what a boooring day!
i cant believe the days in school now are so boring.
went early in the morning to find out i can leave the class already.
in fact, no need to go already!
wth?
then went into mr lim's class to show him all my assignments.
yay. that weight is definitely off my back.

fahimah's lesson was no better.
i listened to music loudly.
watched youtube.
nothing to do.
went for lunch, then went back to the ever so boring 'smart' lab.

then went off to take graduation photos at the photography studio.
stayed there to see the Yakuza family take pictures.
it was hilarious.
clem nearly took off his shirt while trying to take off his sweater.
he's damn skinny la!
yvonne came.
then got her to take her photo.

mr zo wasnt in class when we got there.
he didnt come at all coz he was busy repairing hard drives.
sigh.
i really wasted away my time in school.
wth am i doing?
like, what is wrong?
im so lazy.
plus cant concentrate.
sigh.

helped yvonne with her app assignment.
we stayed in school til like 7.30
sigh.
that's late.
we split up later at the station coz she's going down to marina south to meet family 6.
it's gloria's birthday celebration.
her birthday's tmr.

im now at home.
slacking in front of the computer.
shall touch yvonne's work later.

* i see this girl in school occasionally.
her name's michelle kok.
everytime i see her, she smiles at me.
i used to cringe at the sight of her.
but, i dont do that anymore.
i see her out of school too.
i dont say hi or wave at her.
but she does it to me.
plus she seems extra happy.
*raise eyebrow*
weird?
lol
must be me.

i think about you daily.
but the thought of you makes me realize how much i need to have a closure.
to forget you once and for all.
i guess im letting you affect me.
im stuck in this suckfest.

tell me that everything will be alright.
that i will be able to persevere and forget you.
tell me everything's fine.
but nomatter what,
you really will never know that i like you so much.

2006-11-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

there's like so many things i wanna say.
but im a person who expresses feeling through words.
it's hard to talk it out.
coz i'll start talking gibberish.
damn.
i suck.
yvonne...I SUCK!!!!
sigh.

i will do it.
i can do it.
i must tell her how i feel about what she's been doing.
I MUST GET OVER HER.
completely this time.

i find myself drifting this time.
i little lost.
lost for words too.
and so this is the effect she has on me.
great.
tanoshiiiiiiiii...
fug. like im enjoying it like that..
=)

=.= enough of all the bullshit.
ytd was the dvp test.
i think i screwed it up.
last page was like..
WTF?!
but. wth la.
this friday i'll try out for the eassy.
whahaa. can get bonus marks somemore!

im gonna slaughter that AUNTIE if she doesnt call me back this week.
i swear.
nomatter how much i like her.
this is her bloody habit that i cant put up with.
*shakes head*
im starting to forget her.
with the way i slander her..
huh.
but someone says im not trying HARD enough.
well...i shall try HARDER.

anyhoos. im off for now.

ja neh.

i shall talk on the prejudice and discrimination of homosexuals.
gay pride flag; 'cos we're not ashamed of who we are (:
heterosexual homophobes, i'm proud of who i am.
we're not any worse off than anyone else are, except for the discrimination dealt by you people.
being a lesbian doesn't make you any less human.

there.
i said it people.
dont discriminate.
haha.
i finally said it.
huhuhu.
wait till i say it in class later.
i wanna see everybody else's face for what i have said.
i wonder how they will react.
i wonder how FHM will react.
haha
surprise EVERYONE!
that's my main objective.
BEWARE OF SHAWNA.

you were that someone.
most imperfect in my eyes.
things just got worse.

2006-11-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

ahhhh...just got back home from studying
and catching up with a friend that i havent seen in 4 years.
haha. OMG. he's so handsome now.
too bad he's attached...TO A PRETTY GIRL.
so sad la...

anyhoos.
today like never really studied much.
yvonne and i like spent more time talking than studying.
we talked A LOT.
it was a nice conversation.
i never expected her to say any of those.
coz i thought i'd just give her time.
yea.
but. im also glad she told me and decided to be honest.
I REALLY DONT MIND GIRL.
if you think that i'd be shocked and not happy about it.
you are so so wrong man...
you expected more from me.
like...what? objecting?
are you nuts?
im glad for you. im really happy.
infact, better them then someone else man.
i was a little surprised by it, but, im really really glad it's them.
really.
im being really honest here.

girl, take it from me...
dont avoid the problem.
you're gonna make things worse.
look what happened to _ _ Q _ _ _.
LOL.
she avoided it big time.
made me feel worse right?
plus,
your problem, isnt as bad as mine.
seriously.
anything, you can talk to me about.
i got experience in this part of the field.
haha.
sigh.

you know what?
i'll support you in whatever it is you wanna do.
but come to me if you need me.
if you find that cheryl's gonna kill you for saying anymore =X,
you can always...uhm...'irritate' me with your frustrations.
hahaha...
ya...

hahaha
i shall TRY to zip about _ _ Q _ _ _ _ ok?
i'll try only.
once i settle it with her, i think it'll be much easier to move on...HAHAHA

" move along, move along just to make it through "

ja neh.

i know you try to understand me.
but for once, i wish that you gimme a break.
dont tug on my heart strings anymore.
it's cruel coz you know how much i like you.

i crumble at the sight of you.
my heart beats a million times faster when i think of you.
i feel out of the world when you do something nice for me.

but,
stop being so cruel will you.
why do you cling on?
why?

it's so damaging and depressing.
you're so not doing any good.
but you'll never know any of these until i tell you.
that will be the day that i'll wake you up.

2006-11-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

yay. i can blog now. FINALLY. i was supposed to be uploading pictures from saturday. looks like im almost a week late at uploading it.

during concert: (pictures i took using suan yang's camera. mine sucked.)

naqiah and junhao:

GOTCHA! yvonne chia:

after concert:

err, i was determined to be taller than him, but looks like i kenna shy man:

so anyhoos, today.....
i went to school.
was supposed to go for dvp lecture.
but i just sat outside.
i just didnt feel like going in to listen to anything at all.
im just not me today.
im still the happy goober that i am.
but im definitely not gonna show the other side of me.

what ive been feeling the pass week.
it's something that im so not proud of.
im so disappointed with myself.
it's like..what jen said, after so long and i still cant forget her?
it's silly. really.
but she's like the 1st ever person that i liked.
and still like.
if only we had the time to just sit down and let me explain myself.
there is no reason behind as to why i like her.
it's just the way it is.
man, this seriously sounds ridiculous.
if not for yvonne, i wouldnt be able to see her last saturday.
i do miss her.
but it's not like im really that desperate to see her.
i did forget her.
well, for awhile that is.
until i had reminders....AGAIN.
i hate it when that happens.
gimme a BREAK man.
but im not gonna let this affect me.
i swore to myself to not let her affect me.
but what yvonne told me this morning really hurt me a lot.
it's not yvonne's fault.
im glad she told me.
it makes it easier for me to forget.
i felt sick when she told me.

sigh

anyhoos.
last night didnt go well for me either.
i finally had the backside to tell jen how i felt towards her.
it was hard coz i was talking gibberish for the 1st 10mins of our conversation.
i felt like an idiot.
i managed to pluck up some courage and told her. like...finally.
took me long enough to say it.
3 years plus...aite?
she was happy that i told her.
"took you long enough to tell me..." that was what she said.
i didnt have the guts to tell her much earlier coz she was attached to someone.
but. we're not together.
i dont think we'll be together.
coz, im way too young for her,
she's not ready to start another relationship so soon,
im not prepared for her,
she knows about that some other girl and that im not completely over her,
she smokes,
she lives an unhealthy lifestyle(according to her),
she's always very busy.
AND she said that if i were to accomodate to her,
im just out of my mind.

why wouldnt i do that?
yvonne's right.
i would do anything for her.
i really respect her feelings towards all these.
she said that i were a couple of years older,
we still have a chance.
but she loves me. we're just not together.
im way way too younger for her.
10 years is too much, as she said.

sigh.
i glad i got that out of my chest.
i had girl problems, woman problems.
gosh.
this is so wrong.

anyhoos, im going off now.
i hope tmr i can go and support that yvonne.
i hope we can catch 'Step Up' tmr too...
Channing Tatum.
2 words: SO HOT.

ja neh folks.

2006-11-05T03:24:00.000+08:00

omg....im so drained now...
it's...3.17am. hah.
im not gonna sleep.
got event to go to tmr therefore have to wake up early...
sigh.

slept at 7am plus yesterday.
woke up around 1.30 plus plus.
then like...moved around...half dead to get ready my stuffs.
charged extra battery for photoshoot later.
then sat infront of the com.
listened to music, then went to bathe.

had to meet suan yang later at 4 at bugis.
we went around taking pictures.
learnt quite a bit from him.
then later sat down to have a drink then went off to find yvonne's chocolates and flowers.
i bought GODIVA chocs...
WAH SEH...ex sia.
yvonne...your sis better not touch it man...
then we quickly left for Simei ITE.
we took cab k...coz we were late alrdy.
whahaha..

the concert was good.
at least i found it better than last year's.
wah wah. yvonne got solo sia...
NOT BAD HUR HUR.......
after concert, went with the rest of family 6 to wait for von and junhao.
they took like forever to come out la.
so we ended up having ktv session at the amphitheatre, which amplified our voices.
later i saw naqiah...so chased her down.
well...not really la.
just went up to her.
im glad we're very much ok alrdy.
back to being good friends.
i got a hug from her.
weeeee~~!!!!
i did miss her.
got beating from her too.
yikes.

OUH YA!!! we got 'chased out' by the security guards.
haha. woops.
von and junhao came out after that.
took like, loads of pictures...
haiyo...

left for supper later.
ate so much, laughed so much, made so much noise.
man..no wonder i feel a little drained.
it's not coz of them.
they are aite. infact...they're cool to hang out with!

i'll post pix of it up later.
tired now.
shall rest a lil.
maybe take a shut eye for a few mins.
just down doze off to lala land.
dreaming about that somebody.....

ja neh for now.

2006-11-04T02:21:00.000+08:00

ah hah.
finally found megan on friendster man.
it's been 2 years.
now i found ya!! haha
through your sis.

wow...she's really grown up now.
but yea. it's been 2 years.
everybody's grown since then.
she was this cute bubbly girl i knew back then.
now she's this pretty, bubbly and out-going girl.
yea...

anyhoos.
it's 2.32am and i am blogging coz i cant get to sleep.
i think ive been sleeping too much already.
sleeping and eating too much..
since the mother left for japan.
yikes.
SUNDAY IS BOA'S CONCERT!!!
the mother said that she'll try to find some BoA stuffs for me since i cant go for the concert.
awwww...so sweet of mommy.
she bought me loads of stuff too.
hah.
cant wait till she comes home next monday night.
all the stuffs that im gonna get.

hmmm. i only went to school like, 3 days this week.
i better get my ass working soon.
a few more weeks to getting out of that school.
i cant wait, but yet, seems like im missing something.
not sure what la.
dont bother.
whahahaha.

anyhoos. i shall go back to myspacing.
wanna find megg molares of ANTM 7.
i found anchal!! heh.

PICTURES!!

CARIDEE.........fierce!

2006-11-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

yea. let's blog about yesterday.
i didnt go to school.
but went out in the evening.
spent some time with vtay.

did a little shopping.
bought a tie.
ima wear it this saturday for the band concert.
i have to look presentable man.
seeing someone there.
so have to look good.

later went to Am's house.
drank and drank lots.
most of my friends she invited turned up.
everybody had fun!
it's a wonder i never get drunk.
maybe i should try something that's heavier next time.

reached home around 1 plus?
that's the lastest i ever went home.
hehe. the father didnt even say anything about it.
surprise man. lol
the mother isnt in town...the father treats me better...
=.= what's up?

anyhoos. today was boring in school
esp during fahimah's lesson.
at least during mr zo's lesson i learn something new.
heh..i'll turn a guys voice into a girl's voice.
LOL.
BEWARE. i'll make it sound funny.

to anon...whoever you are...
you're asking me a question
with an obvious answer.
why even bother asking?
am i straight or what?
hah. isnt it obvious?
im not ashamed of it.
why should i be?
anyways. you got your answer.
are you satisfied?

2006-10-31T02:59:00.000+08:00

i just watched ANTM 7 just now.
CariDee is da BOMB. youch!
she's so modelesques.

anyhoos, i nearly passed out today.
it's the High Blood Pressure that i have.
it's hereditary. i cant help it.
this is the 1st time that i feel like passing out.
sigh. not feeling too well lately.
not going to school later.
the father wants me to stay home and rest.
LOL.
1st time man. he's never said that to me before.

didnt go for YAT's lesson ytd.
didnt wanna see her, so i didnt go.
she called me again to tell me that no one is in class.
=.= like that also can.
so i called yvonne on the hp.
hmm? it's not on?
nvm then. i went back to sleep.

woke up later to bathe then yvonne called me.
she went for YAT's lesson.
later went for DVP.
i really wasnt in the mood.
what made me cheer up was jamie, who called me in the middle of the lecture.
i didnt bother and answered the phone.
after that, i was a much happier person.
we went for lunch then went for APP extra lesson.
mr zo talked to us while waiting for the rest.
we got to know more about him

on the way back home, bumped into jiayu.
the rest of the trip home was pretty much usual.
nothing much to say now. tired.

here's some pictures of CariDee, THE BOMB.

1st shoot - model stereotypes- the dumb blonde:

runway-cum-photoshoot:

one of the challenges:

CariDee doing Brad and Angelina Jolie:

there are actually 2 more photos.
i'll post them up next time. they are FIERCE!!!

ja neh

2006-10-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

it's depressing today.
nomatter how many times i tell myself that im a happy goober.
what has happened, has happened.
there is no turning back.
but i do hope that you regret.
you broke my heart when the mother told me today.
you broke my heart so bad. But you broke the grandma's heart 10 times worst than me.
she gave birth to you.
you break her heart, means you break mine.
do you even love her?
your kids sure do.
do you cherish her?
i do.

and that husband of yours.
do you really think he's that good of a man?
i dont really think so. especially if he thinks of only himself.
he doesnt even spare a thought for his kids.
you know, thinking of that makes me seeth in anger.
it made me tear coz i can never see my cousins.
because he refuses to let me call them.
he doesnt even bring them over to the grandma's place.

so i made a decision that im not gonna do the job he has appointed me to do.
what's the point?
he most probably say he doesnt wanna do it anymore.
i dont want his money too.
my deepest apologies to yvonne.
we were supposed to do the project together.
lucky we havent started it yet.
coz that uncle said that he would pay progressively.
imagine if we're halfway through, and he decides not to pay.

enough of my rants. but, dont expect me to ever respect you 2 again.
unless you sincerely apologize to the grandma 1st.
then i'll accept you back.
if you dont, then expect the very worst from me.
i have kept a lot of stuffs in for too long.
im reaching that limit.

anyhoos, this is ridiculous, but, i have just been thinking.
about her. and how much i havent been thinking about her.
i guess ive been so caught up with work and have no time for myself.
i keep forgetting to call her.
it's the things in between that are making me....
i dunno. i dont wanna doubt myself.
im serious about her.
i really am.
but how do i tell her?
where to start ah?
nevermind...i guess, i'll find a way anyhoos.
lol.
i'll try to take my time to let her know.

ja neh

i laid eyes on you the moment i saw you.

2006-10-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

i have just read the news on ANTM 7.
i havent watched the episode yet.
not sure debbie has uploaded it yet.
but one of my favs in the cycle has been eliminated.
brooke.
damn. why her instead of melrose?

read joanie's take on Wednesday's episode here.

so far brooke has done a fantabulous job with all the photoshoots.
i love her personality. she's so COOL!!!
she came on set as K-fed and she delivered a perfect shot.
she came on set as Britney and she DELIVERED a perfect shot with a yellow python named 'Banana' as her prop.
plus, she was the only one who could do 'wind-in-the-hair'.
sigh. she just had to be eliminated the night that she was supposed to go for her graduation.
she chose top model above graduation.
sigh.
what a waste. tyra just lost another good contender with humungous potential.

at least CariDee and the twins are still in it.

brooke doing K-Fed and Britney:

and this is wind in the hair:

i cant seem to post anymore of brooke's pictures.
i'll post more up later.

ja neh peeps

2006-10-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

i miss that smile.

あなた

毎日とても長いがある
毎日とても間違うつているがある
時間以来は私は
私の背部を回した
すべては変わる
いずもあなたの見てる

とても悲しい常に笑顔を見る
何かをすることを望む
幸せに作るのため
そしても私の
あなたを離れるて、私の心を取るらない
私の愛するチヤンスを与えるなさい
埋め合わせるをする
あなたは、私にそうさせたかどうか
私が、快くそうする
ちようど私達二人。

aite. so this is my new song.
took me a long time to write it.
it means a lot to me because it's about someone.
that someone will never know about it.
ive been haboring these feelings since, i dont know how long.
but. nah. i wont tell anyone who that person is.
safer not to. hah.

ja neh again.

2006-10-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

today is uber boring.
nothing better to say than that.
woke up at 7.20.
was alrdy late.
but i delayed somemore.
went for APP. late. as usual.
the father fetched me to school.

lazed around during APP.
watched 'She's the Man' again.
then did work.

went for lunch later with the family at cheng san.
this is the 1st lunch we had outside that the daddy had with the family.
woohoo. happy.
i took pics of our family gathering.

later went back to school for dvp.
lisan has alrdy seen the rough cuts for our trailer.
she thinks it's not bad.
but there's more to improve.
i shall do until it's nice.
still need effects, color correction, audio and fine cuts.
yosh! and we're done!
YATTA.

i have to dedicate myself to completing the online portfolio and vector art by this weekend.
by hook or by crook.
im redoing the online portfolio coz i think that it's just awful.
lol. it's pathetic.
shall do it properly now. spend a few days and then get it done.
that will be the time that im really satisfied with my work.

anyhoos, here are the pix for today.

the daddy:

the family:

other part of the family:

waiting for lisan to open the door:

what's with all the fingers you guys?:

sophia..getting her skirt lifted by gejing:

that's all for now. ima go take a nap. freaking tired.

ja neh peeps.

2006-10-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

today is hari raya!~~
ahaha. kinda sian today, coz i lost 20 bucks.
i lost it to playing stackers at the arcade.
sigh. 20 bucks down the drain.
everytime i played, it's always that close.
to winning the major prize.
if only i was a little bit luckier.
sigh.

anyhoos, i didnt go to school on monday.
didnt feel the need. lol.
i mean, why should i?
unless i do learn something.
if only i knew how to do zenbonzakura on YAT.
that would be so much easier.
she wouldnt know what hit her.
lol. im such a meanie.

it rained today again.
seems good that it's raining.
the haze isnt as bad alrdy.
the PSI is about 40 odd now?
ya.

anyhoos, im gonna go back to figuring out what assignments i wanna do in fahimah's lesson tmr.
sigh.
think i'll do the online portfolio.
since ive been telling myself to keep doing it.
i just never took a step forward to actually put a heart at doing it.
im plain lazy sometimes.
seriously dunno if im hardworking or not.
the parents seem to be not convinced by my studying.
what can i do to impress them?
study even harder?
i hate studying.
i hate exams, i hate tests.
and yet we seem to have so many of them.
ok maybe compared to last time, now isnt as bad.
but we still have them.
linabutt is flooded with projects but have no tests nor exams.
we are flooded with projects and STILL have tests and exams.
stress.

meeting vtay on friday to go to SC. cant wait to go back !!!
havent been there in 5 years.
ms heng's farewell is this friday.
but friday isnt the official one...think it's in december.
but..wth..
vtay would be coming over to my house.
wow. i just realised...this would be her 1st time to my house.
like...for the last 12 years..this would be her 1st time.
hah.
my messy room.
yikes.
speaking of room..i havent finished cleaning
8 years of piling..wont be cleaned in 8 days.
shyt.

gonna go clean room now. *gone*

ja neh.

2006-10-23T16:23:00.000+08:00

Milk it for all it's worth.
Make sure you get there first.
The apple of your eye.
The rotten core inside.
We are the prisoners.
Things couldn't get much worse.
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near.

You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life.
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down.
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind.
You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind.

You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

Hold me down (I will live again)
Hold me down (I will break it in)
Hold me down (better in the end)
Hold me down.

You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

Heaven help you.
-had enough by breaking benjamin

these lyrics mean a lot to me somehow.
hah. i sound like an angry person.
i wont deny it. i was an angry person.
but not anymore.
im determined to stay as happy as possible.
even if there's something unhappy.

im a happy goober!!

it's raining cats and dogs now
thank god man.
it's been so hazy the pass few weeks.

it's raining, it's pouring,
the old man is snoring!
LOL

ok..i needa go back to editing the video.
if not we'll take ages to complete it.

ja neh peeps.

2006-10-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

today was shitty.
i have cleaned like 3/4 of my room.
it's, i guess, in my opinion, neat?
hah. who am i trying to kid?
my room is never neat.
it's never gonna be neat.

forget it.

i havent been sleeping well these few days, starting from thursday.
been troubled and OHHHH...NIGHTMARES!!!
just to put up with them. urgh!

i need someone to interpretate these dreams for me.
lol.
hah. yes. something's off my heart.
i feel better now.
i hope you do too.
next time, just tell me anything. ok?
im ok with it.
even if im not, im learning to.
maybe i felt a little bit bad in the beginning.
but i looked it in your point of view and i totally understood the situation.
sorry i pissed you off.
we're ok now.
thanks for telling me.
i appreciate it a lot.

i have accomplished some stuffs today.
i made jamie dance. LOL.

2006-10-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

went halloween shopping today. yay.
lol i dont sound happy. hehe.
well. i am now.
My Pace by Sunset Swish never fails to make me happy.

i got something. heh. i bet some will love it.
anyhoos. i tried to win a psp today by playing those machine games at the arcade.
melvin and i played 28 dollars put together. OH GOSH. and we went home empty handed.
sigh

had fun though..i was that close to getting the MAJOR prize. meaning...the PSP.
dint win anything. wait...you just wait...i will win it one day..hehehe

anyhoos. here's some of the stupid pictures we took today. i was forced to take some though.

argh! yea. i scared some kids with this:

sad melvin. LOL:

i was forced to take this. hence, the face:

ah..this one too. look at my face!!:

ok. crazy face. didnt want this taken, but....:

YEA!! skeleton witch alert!:

that's all for today

ja neh

2006-10-21T12:12:00.000+08:00

im a little disappointed.
last night i called for jen.
she wasnt there. sad.

last night, just before i slept, i was thinking.
how ive been over the pass few days.
what have i been doing?
what am i doing?
are you ok?
are we ok?
but. i dont wanna think so much anymore.
sometimes thinking breaks my heart.
sometimes thinking makes me fed up with myself. i dont wanna think anymore
i just wanna put everything aside and hope that everything is ok.

sigh. maybe i shouldnt have called you so many times.
i was just calling to ask if you were ok. but. nvm.
i shouldnt ask anymore.
what is happening girl?
you dont wanna talk to me..
i bet the hell you dont wanna see me..
so...i guess...i'll just..i dunno...
take a break?

dont feel like going to school on monday.
i dont see the need to anyways. nothing important that day.
so. i wont be seeing you then?

im going out soon. so that i hope to cheer myself up and not be so depressed over stupid matters like this.
i think too much.

ja neh.

2006-10-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

today was kinda boring.
managed to make it in time for the DVP lecture coz the father cancelled his coaching, due to the rain la.
lecture was boring as usual.
clem and i were basically crapping during that time.
both our noses were nowhere near good. leaking.
both of us werent even half awake. so pretty much..dead la.
we werent listening to class today.
lisan went through linear and non-linear editing.
i swear, because we were so tired, we didnt know what the heck was coming out of her mouth.
but, i caught a few lines. so, im sure i can pass the next test.

then went for Game Development. sigh. this module, i feel like i have no progress at all.
at least...today i managed to learn the required actionscripts to do the game.
sigh. lao bu says that there is still the trailer for the game. gosh. when will all these be done?
can i complete them? dunno.

waited for clement outside his class today together with yiin jia and kok wei.
we ended up going into the class coz we wanted to see clem's 3D work.
lol. it was good! i gave him a song to use for his walkthrough. man, it's so nice la.
then we had lunch. talked quite a lot.

then we went for DVP. edited a lot today..i think. lol
not sure. but, accomplished work today.
done with 3 scenes and 2 more on the way.
these are just rough cuts to see if there's a need to shoot more.
i hope that we dont need to shoot anymore.
but im sure we have to. coz lisan said today that if need be, we have to shoot more.
yikes. hearing that, kinda scared me.
today's also suan yang's last day with us. aiyu. i forgot to bring camera to take pix man.
what a waste. lol. he'll be entering NS next thursday. how sad.
we finished editing at around 4, but we stayed on til like, 5 with suan yang to hang out.
lol. there were so many funny stuffs to talk about. a lot of them were about NS.
others was like all the scary stuffs. lol
suan yang scared ahhhh.....
xiu hui wasnt happy that she had to find out today that it was suan yang's last day with us.
lol. sigh. yea.

also. to all my malay friends..SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! get lots and lots of money ahhh...
zalikah says that she's gonna wear a rainbow baju. huhuhu. i wanna see!! lol.
ouh. zalikah also said that the yvonne and i look like sisters. =.=?

that's all today.

ja neh!

2006-10-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

this is the continuity of vtay's blog entry for the 18th of October. check out her blog here.

mind you. i was in fits of laughter the moment i read the 1st point. so anyways. this is what i remembered:

1) my daily routine with nat bala. we fight with each other. yea. how nostalgic. we'd fight about almost everything from borrowing each other's pens or pencils and then forgetting to return them. sigh. then that would be how we start fighting. like litereally..strangling each other. lame. but. that's our daily routine.

2) sigh. another daily routine, jeshri and i. god. i think everytime we're at it...dawn and vtay would be shaking their heads and say "they're at it again". i think that there isnt a day that jesh and i dont fight. it's like...we'd die if we didnt fight. lol. but. it made life more interesting for me. i even threw a chair at her once during speech and drama. not coz it's part of an act. more of like she pissed me off with her absolutely annoying attitude..that i wanted to kill her. i looked around for anything to throw at her and so happened that a chair was next to me..so. i threw it at her..and BULL'S EYE!!! lol. im so mean...

3) everytime that we didnt do our work for chinese lesson, mdm yeo would make us stand on our seats and raise our hands with the exercise book above our head. i rmbr that there were a few times that i'd purposely 'forget' to do my work. and i'd get punished. i just loved being punished that way. manna would laugh out loud, then lao shi would scold her "LIANG RUI JIN. HAI GAN SIAO!!" lol..then she'd chuckle under her breath. manna...you meanie!!! lol

4) we love the mee pok stall. we'd all go there everyday without fail. hmm, thinking about it now makes me miss it. hungry again. sigh. anyhoos. yes...we got so bored one day that we challenged nat bala and sammo to a chilli mee pok competition! nat bala won hands down without a doubt. but we were all cheering sammo on. she ate like 1/3 of her food then couldnt eat anymore coz it was too hot. we had all stand by H-2-O for sammo(her fav drink btw). she drank so fast that she choked. yikes! ambulance??!~

5) ah!!! the old hag ms loo. we had a knack for calling her toilet bowl. ah well. our days for name calling. like 6SY called her 007. while our class called her toilet bowl. i think i rmbr gillian quahe shouting from her class to my class.."007 is coming. QUICK! get back into our classes!!" lol. she was our watch lady. oh yes. and her bloody gross dress sense...like...hire a stylist or something woman. yucks!

6) sarah seow and me. quarrelling over spelling and grammer. sarah thinks im stupid and dont even know how to spell. like hello?! you spelled 'weird' wrong.. sigh.

7) kelly teoh's 'Bye Bye Bye' dance. like....EEW. BIG TIME EEW. she was so confident when she said "i dance like justin timberlake" LOL. like. never in a million years kelly. *bursts into fits of laughter* then when ' It's Gonna be Me' came out. kelly tried to learn the dance. but in vain pls..

8) our maths Sub teacher...Ms Katie!!! oh. 6P made her cry and run out of class. sigh. i think we were just too noisy. but that's just 6P yea? and ms sarah seow had a love obsession about her =X

9) our most famous 6P movie.

10) best days of our lives....was writing 6P movie. we'd put our heads together to make it hilarious. as we wrote it, we'd laugh about it and see where we could make it worst. we wanted to make it into a musical. so we thought of all the songs we liked then used them. we changed the lyrics. then ended up laughing at the lyrics. i was incharged of the choreo for all the s club dance, together with gayne. lol. funniest la. gayne and i never fought over what should be best for the routine. how we wished that manna and lishan would quit arguing about how mdm yeo should be potrayed on stage. lol.

11) the night that we had our 6P reunion at manna's house. like, the 5 or 6 of us stayed over at her place. there was like no place to sleep at in the extra room. there was a queen sized bed a cabinet and the space on the floor. manna pulled out 2 matresses and place them on the floor. gayne took the cabinet. leaving..the 5 of us(me, vtay, vlim, sam heah and kaixin[who sprained both ankles.damn pro la pls]) to the bed. sigh. 5 of us squeezed onto the bed. vtay and i shared the blanket. vlim, sam and kaixin shared a blanket too. it was all manna's fault. she turn the bloody air con on at a temp of 17 degrees i think. freaking cold la! so nevermind. we didnt sleep til 1am coz we were all busy talking about 6P. gayne fell asleep 1st then the rest of us slept. in the middle of the night, vlim kicked the cabinet and it VIBRATED...gayne woke up in shock and so did the rest of us. it was then that we realized. "ouh...it's 6am. mannatee...time to wake up" manna was btw...the only who slept through the noise created by vlim. we went out of the house and sat on the swing. which had already...dipped due to the vigorous swingin the day b4. we didnt really care, so, we started swinging vigorously again! this time..wahahaa...the swing broke off and we all fell!! zai la!

12) our war. lol. vtay and her a1. peiyi and my SClub7. dawn and lishan with their Westlife. kelly teoh and her N'Sync. those that we caught in the crossfire..(like jiat sing and michelle lai. poor things. you guys were prefects) we'd shout across the classroom. "my a1 better!" "Westlife sings better!" "sclub can dance..can westlife?" then kelly had to butt in with: "my intepretation of the N'Synce dance beats all of your bands hands down". that is when we all come together to kill kelly.

13) the cooper-tooling days during art classes. ouh those were days that were so funny la. i rmbr we were given pieces of drawing to trace out. the art teacher gave me a picture of a Walrus. and i went "HEY manna!! guess what i got?!" she looked at me. " I GOT YOU!!" audrey and gayne ended up in fits of laughter la. then once i could start knocking holes into the board, dawn said i was being too gentle to the manna drawing..so she wanted to help. and ME...being that stupid fool...let her do it. SHE GAVE ME A HUGE HOLE ON THE COOPER BOARD!!.... sigh. i have learnt my lesson.

this is all i can remember vtay. anyone else rmbrs? pls contribute more!! this is all so nostalgic!!! i dont want it to end. and when we do have our reunion. that night...it will not end until the next day...lol

ja neh people.

2006-10-18T19:20:00.000+08:00

today's special..jamie doing an yvonne:

oh yes..jamie is a karate kid. so. dont mess with her(Kata Namae: teki sho-dan):

2006-10-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today.

just cleared like...half my room
now, im bored.

yesterday i managed to finish most of my 3D assignments.
so happy now.
while renderring one of the assignments, i sat down with the guys to talk.
seems like they are having problems with their group.
ben and i talked to them about it. since we actually went through it.
i did not know what happened to me, but, once i heard her name, i just couldnt take it.
i just had to say it.
-it makes me angry to hear how shallow and selfish you are. i dont think you know it.
but you are.-

sigh. i dont think i sounded angry ytd, but, i know that i did warn the guys to not do everything on their own.
so what if they are acting? at least do something about the script. one of the guys is doing most of the stuff.
the other one is editing and doing the storyboard. then...what are you girls doing?
damn, you girls are lazy.
-more of you leading them then they doing it on their own-

sorry. just had to rant.

anyhoos. the yvonne didnt go to school ytd.
enjoy hor....
sigh. it was boring in school ytd.
esp during PP lesson. nothing much to do.
just lazed around. walked around. laid around.
then watched my videos over and over again.
some secondary school kids came in. damn.
was i ever like them once? i dont know.
but i hope i wasnt.
chinling and i just exchanged looks when they came in.
i guess she understood what i was thinking. lol

okays. enough of all the rantings and complains.

here's a video of jamie a couple of days ago:

ja neh

2006-10-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

sigh.

back to that absolutely filthy place today.
i hate school. well. at least i got to see my classmates. lol
1st lesson today was YAT's. sigh. that sucks. i didnt wanna see her. but. yea. im not the type that would skip school....YEA RIGHT!!!

after that was dvp lecture. sigh. i was so close to shutting down. then and there. sigh. so tired.

after school, yvonne and i went to Pacific Tech to get her HD done.
she's damn lucky. her HD is ok. it was just loose.

then we went home.

let's talk about school work:

DVP- left with editing.
3D- 4 assignments and a mini proj left.
game development- 1/2 done mini proj
Portfolio Project- sigh. not sure where i am.

so much to do...so little time.

sigh. i hope i can finish everything on time.

oh yea. there's one more thing i wanna say.

i just realized how shallow people think you know.
just coz of a haircut. they mistake people. why?
i mean. it proved my point.
especially a certain some people. gar.
sigh. so shallow. you make people feel bad about themselves.
you know what. shame on you people. especially that someone.
the way you looked. well. anyhoos. it was, i would say, written in your eyes..the way you thought.
sigh.

some people.......

anyhoos. here are pictures of today.

and the weather report for today. HORRENDOUS HAZE:

this one aint so bad:

OUH...distortion!! distortion~~!!:

we look so funny!!!!

anyhoos. ja neh for now.

2006-10-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

oh my tian. im currently on the phone and blogging. im conferencing with ben and clem. OH MY TIAN~~~!!! ben is drunk! lol. he's so high now. he says he's so wasted. clem is asking why he flooded himself with carlsberg. gosh. ben has lost it. yikes.

anyhoos. we had a video shoot. today was GOOD. coz who knew, alan brought along his friends. LOL. pohlin came along. argh. how long never see her la. so happy to see her. lol. anyways thanks to alan and pohlin's friends. nurul and cant rmbr what he's name. ya. thank you so so much. you saved us. after the shoot we went to youth park to eat and drink a bit. the yvonne and me played BLEACH: heat of soul 2. huhuhu. damn funny. the yvonne kept winning me. grr. argh. must win her!

walked around cine awhile then we walked to the bus stop. we stopped along the way coz we realized that we havent taken any pix together yet. lol. we sat down and took some pix. oh noz. we're so posers!

here are the pix today.

wah. thanks suan yang. this is a nice pix. thanks for telling me to take this pic:

group pic. the crazy face:

the normal shoot:

the out of the world pic:

their dinner:

sigh. what are we doing?:

1st pic:

so poser. oh noz:

who's acting cute? someone looks like jamie:

von: im SO thirsty!!!

oh my tian. this pic. man. i can rmbr why we are so happy. coz of me:

that's all for today.

ja neh.

2006-10-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

ahh well. today's tiring. a lot of things to do.

ran around a lot. had to meet lisan at nafa for the film shoot.
it was really interesting and enriching. i will enlighten the yvonne.

after that i walked around awhile more then went to meet louis(the bro's friend) at raffles.
he wants to take up dance. so the brother asked me if i was free to bring louis to SWU. well. obviously i would say im free. i miss the studio. i absolutely miss that place. i havent danced in like eons. depressing. i need the dance floor. SAVE ME.

anyhoos. oh my tian!! i saw the BRYAN at SWU. OMT. i miss that GUY so so much la! i mean. he was super shocked to see me! awww. he said he missed me. aww. i miss you too! lol. louis and i saw auntie janet. huhuhu. how long have i not seen her? 2 years? yea!

wow. man. i just realized so many years have passed. lol. the constant reminder that im 18 by ms audrey. =.= dearie, we're NOT old. we're just 18. 40 is old. lol. we arent even half there yet la! and omt, we are shrinking. this cannot be happening. we're only 18 and we're shrinking. can you imagine once we're 30. yikes. we'd shrink so much, we look like we're fresh out of kindergarden. sorry. i had to be a lil sarcastic.

btws. i dont feel old. yea. i feel young. it's just that people around me feel old.
i dunno why. why guy? why do you feel old?

anyhoos. just to let everyone know.
when i go back to the absolutely filthy place next monday.
i tell ya. im SO screwed.
i have 3D assignments not done. needless to say about the mini proj.
i have game development mini proj. prolly, i'd say, 1/2 done?
i have portfolio proj. DONT ask. i havent done anything to improve my old drawing and illustrations or what-so-ever. that means im pretty much screwed you see.

so people. what you say?

argh. i think better not hear it. ive so busy with the DVP mini proj that i have thoroughly neglected my other modules. *grinz* so proud of that.

it's 1.23am now on my watch. later i have to wake up early and then go for my haircut. YEA. the mother agreed to let me cut. SURPRISE hur? lol. then meet up with the yvonne at 1pm at paragon. to see ben sherman's clothes. yikes. they are a bomb i warn ya. im just there to window shop. i dont even think people walk in to see the clothes. HELLO. the brand Ben Sherman would already tell you that it's expensive. lol. the yvonne. you better watch out for your pocket/wallet. =)

ja neh

2006-10-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

went over to yvonne's place ytd.

passed her a print out of the hairstyle she wants to cut. heh. SWEET! cut that girl. i totally suppot that hairstyle. speaking of cutting, i needa cut my hair soon. cant stand it. gonna cut real SHORT. lol. i know, it's short enough already. but i want shorter. im still trying to achieve my 'mohawk 'man. it's been years since i thought of getting one. my mommy's gonna kill me man. but. wth.

anyhoos. yea. speaking of ytd. when i met up with yvonne, she brought along RONDO. yay. lol. he embarrassed her at starbucks. why? coz he was making all those sounds. anyhoos. i walked him around while yvonne went to the bank and then we walked back to yvonne's block there and sat down awhile. we chatted til this lady and her dog. stupid. like. when she saw rondo get all agitated, she should know what to do. bring her bloody fugly dog and go away. as far as possible from us. yvonne had to hold rondo down. but when she released him, the leash came off too! how did that happen? rondo chased after the lady. orbi ah. lol. im so mean. but really. the lady deserved it. rondo scratched her. when we managed to catch him, the lady started complaining saying " wahhh. the nails so sharp. wah damn pain la." etc etc. sigh. not our fault you got all those scratches on you. lol

then i walked rondo for awhile more. yvonne decided to train him to climb up the stairs. so we climbed 10 flights of stairs with rondo. hehe. exercise for us. yvonne also wanted to test him if he knew where his home was. well. he got lost. or, we lost him. obviously, he still doesnt know where his home is. yvonne and i searched for him and rondo found me. so i carried him back down to von's house.

stayed there and talked about a lot of stuff. deciding who to ask along to the club with us this sat. cant wait. hahaha. so i guess. 5 of us will be going? me, von, junhao, glo and her dar. see how. maybe i ask along lixin. but. that depends if she's free or not leh. sigh. just asked her. she cant make it coz she got cca retreat. sigh. nvm. she say next time. still can ask. i old enough to club meh? *bish*

anyhoos.

im glad you found yourself
you managed to open up to yourself and to your 'family'
glad youre braver now.
im proud of you. lol
YATTA!

ja neh.

2006-10-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

whahahaha. TODAY'S SHOOT: went well

yes. i am very happy. very happy indeed. now waiting for howie to come online and talk to him. lol. he's in camp now. beacause of a very mean guy. sigh. pity howie.

anyhoos. today. i met vtay at 12.30 at rocky master. then we went to BK to sit down and rehearse the script. we chit chat a bit too. talk about those nostalgic times. back in primary school. A1. take on me!!!! hahaha. haiz. those times. yea. yes yes. im the xiao da ma. haha. whatever. lol

then alan and his friend, bernie came. we moved to another table. then clement came. we sat down. talked a bit about what we would be shooting today. then yvonne came.

we then walked to grange road. huhuhu. we went there and went into the 1st house. man. the 2nd floor is close to collapsing already. so i skipped walking on the 2nd floor and moved to the 3rd floor. which was the roof top. man. they need maintain the place. hahaha. plants are growing out in all direction. lol. took at pic for vtay there. nice pic. then we moved to the 2nd house.

we spent almost an hour trying to get into the house. which was hilarious. coz we were trying all ways. yea. funny. those who were there would know. we gave up trying to get in. and decided to just use the couch outside the house and move it to the 1st house. well. just then, vtay found a way to get in. YAY! we took pictures in the house. nice place. creepy in a way. just dont be there at night. lol.

we finished the 1st scene at about 4 plus? yes. it was a job well done. although, if im not wrong, someone wasnt happy with the way things were going. i think. but. after we let the person do things his/her way, it got better. that person wasnt as angry as the time he/she came into the mansion. so, all things went well. the acting was good. the actors were good. as for the weather...NOT GOOD. have you watched the news? the PSI is 80! yikes! sigh. all the burning. AIR POLLUTION! *shakes head*

went to Kobayashi to eat. darn hungry la. so ate. and drank SO much water. vtay finished an extra large cup of fruit punch i think. ya. hah. after that was so full and tired. followed von to subway. she wanted to get something. vtay and alan followed. from there we went our ways. vtay and alan went to study, von and i went home.

hmm. i needa go try that L club out man. it's tempting. von. we shall try. maybe this coming saturday. but, i cant go home so late hor.

anyhoos. im tired. im just gonna post a few pics for today's shoot

look at the skies. it's getting from bad to worse

vanessa:

inside of the house:

me and clement:

in the kidnapping room:

lantern festival today. look at the beautiful moon:

that's all for today. update more on the next shoot

ja neh

2006-10-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

today went to re-recky site. coz things cropped up. a lot of things happened too. not gonna say it here. needa solve everything 1st. ben is telling me not to push myself. and not to blame myself. like everything is not my fault like that. sigh. most of it is my fault. but. aiyu. not gonna talk about it now. i'll probably laugh about it in a few months time.

here are some pix we took today. clement was so nice to come along with us.

the hazy day. sigh:

the entrance. clem: should we go in? ben: just go in la :

see the big notice plate? yes people. we went in even though the notice:

the road to the 'soong sisters' house:

the garage. or whats left of it:

part of the house. the 2nd level:

the front porch. looks good enough for me:

the 2nd level. dont think i will be going up there any time soon:

what's this supposed to be? a star in a circle? you guess:

at cine's food court. stoning. look how bored clem was:

kamen rider on the pink motorola:

group pic. this is the 'nicest' one we had. we took many mind you:

clem: my devotion to Him. Greater is He who is in me than the one who is of the world! :

M.A.C. love the makeups:

chanel. took this while going up to kino:

YESH YESH. this is the pair of earrings i wanna get!!! needa get. bet it's ex:

that's all for today. more tmr i guess.

ja neh.

2006-10-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

yep. ytd was the 1st day of our shoot. it didnt really go well coz. truth be told, i nearly lost the actor and actress. i was really panicking like hell and i didnt tell yvonne or sophia. i dont want them to be upset with me. coz as it is, yvonne was kinda angry with me for calling her so many times ytd. i didnt mean it. i was just afraid that she went back to sleep and forgot to meet me at bukit timah plaza. anyhoos, i waited for both yvonne and sophia for about 1 hour plus. ytd was the 1st time i felt impatient. hah. coz i didnt want anything to screw up and it was happening right infront of me. sigh. sorry to yvonne. wont happen again. no more last minute stuffs. no more calling youlike a hundred times.

i gave yvonne a 500 yen coin that i found in ASAKUSA temple. it's worth is about 10 dollars now. it actually brings me a little bit of luck every now and then. i think it's been blessed before or something. i shouldve given it to her like last week. but i couldnt find it until ytd. so anyhoos, i just passed it to her. hope it brings her luck in the near future. keep it with you aite?

ya. so we started our shoot late coz the actor and actress had to rush down last minute. sigh. we started at about 8 plus? i know. we we at least an hour plus late. we finished about 10? ya.

the cameraman on the wheelchair and the director is the one who pushes(it's for a dolly shot):

group shot of BAUHAUS (ben is boom man):

boom man in action:

that's all for now. there isnt any shoot today. tmr is the 2nd day of the shoot. hope everything goes well.

ja neh.

2006-10-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

ytd.

1st day of the national selections.
didnt really know what happened. but. roughly got an idea of it. from what i heard from von, it didnt go so well.

i really wish her all the best. maybe i gave her all my bad luck? sigh. but. she's still got another day to look forward to. i hoped she did better then.

i woke up at 7.30 to play badminton with yeesheen, sinying and chinling. went all the way to toa payoh. after that, we went to chinling's house. she wanted to get her swimming stuffs. we then made our way to the club house home team something. police something one la. dunno what's it..not too sure. saw blackie outside the club. he just finished rehearsals.

then i got changed. we took forever to put our stuff inside the lockers. why? coz, almost all the lockers are spoiled. it's filthy. yucks. we then finally got out into the swimming pool and swam awhile. helped yeesheen to the deep end of the pool. im seriously not scared at all man. everyone else was. hah.

then it started raining. sad. but the we took that time to eat a bit. then chatted. the 3 of them had hot tea. i just had a cold drink. they played with the creamer, the sugar and the tea. and we tasted our concoction. eew. never again will i try it. TOO SWEET. bad.

we then went to the changing room and tried out the suana. huhuhu. yea baby!~ we were in there for a straight half hour man. we came out red, wet and steaming. hah..it was fun. then after 5 mins, we went back into the suana again. this time. competiting to see who perspired 1st. needless to say, i perspired 1st. so much fats in me. yucks.

i went to bathe 1st then waited for the 3 of them to get ready. when i sat outside and waited, i saw someone familiar walking down the stairs. it was JEN. i couldnt be happier. i spoke to her the day before. and then i get to see her for a brief moment the next day. man. my heart stopped beating for just that minute that she came up to me and said hi. but when she hugged me. that was it. i wanted to crumble. hah. yea. but, my heart beat like sped up so fast i thought i was gonna pass out. yikes. she told me she was there for rehearsals. oh i see. for what show i wonder. least i get to see her before she leaves for tokyo for work. =) super happy!

went home after that. because of the time, i had to take a cab back. sigh. money. $$$$$$$

today.

von. hope you arent that disappointed in yourself. it aint totally your fault. aite? still got next year i hope. cheer up babe. =)

went for a talk that uncle james organized at his place's club house. it was ok. not bad food. people were ok. my distant uncle and aunties came. heh. havent seen them in a long time. then, ah yee asked me to watch out for jamie. and so i did. we went to play billard with ah yee's girl friend's children. GOD. those FUGGIN kids have no goddamn respect for jamie at all. even though jamie is 2 years younger than them. but hey! im like 8 years older then them. so, they did not dare to talk back to me. and that smart jamie...used me to threaten them =.=" hah. all i had to do was say shut up. or give them the stare for even trying to bully jamie. after the talk finished. the 2 spoiled brats and their dick wart sister totally tried to trample on their parents. i think their parents are like super nice people. but to have kids like those 3. i seriously pity them. later i went to the pool to pick up rachel and mikeal. OMG. mickeal is so so cute!!! havent seen him in a year and he's grown so much. that boy is so smart. i brought them back to the function room and played with them. the 2 spoiled brats pushed mikeal around and if jamie hadnt been paying attention to what they were doing. i think mikeal might have been hurt. jamie was that close to beating the boys up to pulp. yikes. luckily i held her back. sigh. mikeal is so cute. wanna hug him again. von. you are gonna be lucky. you're gonna meet him. he's just too adorable. hah.

anyhoos. this entry is way too long. it's become a compo and that is the last thing i want.

gonna go back to playing dota. wtf mode.

ja neh.

2006-09-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

just got home. tired. shagged. went to all the shops at bras basah to check out if they do sell derma wax or not. but. dont have. i called yvonne to ask her to help me check if she does go into any cosmetic shops to ask for derma wax. i called sophia too. but none of her friends know what derma wax is. one of them even told her to check out No.1 costume shop. wth. have to go back to that fuggin place. again. but. wth la. for the sake of the project, i'll just do it.

anyhoos. my confidence level has just been brought up to 35%. i managed to talk to jen just now.
IM SO HAPPY!!!! man. was i nervous just now as i spoke. my face became hot and stuff. i stuttered. yikes. luckily she understood what i said. she aint gonna be free the coming 2 weeks coz she's not gonna be in singapore. she's flying off to tokyo for performances and stuff like those. i'll see her after that! hah. so much for waiting.

i guess this problem's solved for now. that dumbass wont be able to say much soon. i hope. hah.

ahhhhh....tmr is the bowling selections. i wish yvonne the best. i hope you make it in girl. i know you can.

i wanna yatta with you soon. tell me when you get the results. i wanna know. asap. hah. so nervous for you.

anyhoos. im tired now. shall take a break awhile. then continues researching on how to make fake wounds realistic.

ja neh.

2006-09-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

hah. im still at home. supposed to be out alrdy. not meeting ainah. she's not feeling well today. uhm. so im going out with my bro today. gonna grab the cam and snap snap snap later to help with the DVP proj. my god...so many last min things.

actors- yet to be confirmed
extras- some confirmed
make up artist- uhm dont have. i prolly have to take over. got some tips from lixin jie jie
storyboard- sophia dont wanna meet on sat. and i cant make it on sunday. so. have to do it on monday.
reckying of site- monday.
cameras- where are they?

see the above. lots to do. as director. my god. you will feel even worse. thank god i have an assistant director. yvonne =) . she's busy now. with her selections. i hope she gets in. im still praying. every night. like i said.

she'll be free on tuesday onwards. i have to let the rest of the group know. looks like i'll call xiuhui up tonight. tell her what we're gonna do and how we're gonna start shooting. i wanna start shooting on tuesday. bo pian alrdy. no more time to waste. PEOPLE, LET'S GET TO WORK!!! aite... yea

anyways my bro is done bathing. im gonna go grab a bite coz i havent eaten from the time i woke up and then, we're gonna go out.

ja neh.

2006-09-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

cant wait till tmr and saturday!!!! tmr meeting ainah to buy guitar. i might buy if it's cheap too. hah. wth. i aint gonna care what my mom says. just gonna say a friend got it for me. hehe. then im gonna get a new capo. my OWN capo.

saturday meeting yeesheen and the rest to go play badminton, table tennis and GO SWIMMING. hahaha. 1st time playing with them man. i hope i dont suck at it. yikes.
hahaha

anyhoos. ive been a pig lately. sleeping at home until noon. haha..i think i have more than 12 hours of sleep alrdy lor. more than enough.

got nothing much to blog about today. since i didnt do anything much. just slack at home. that's about all.

ja neh.

2006-09-27T14:44:00.000+08:00

hah. been SO tired recently. i just woke up. it's 2.40pm. hah. so EARLY. ytd was even better. a record breaking of 4pm!! haha. i have never slept like this before. not sure why im so tired. oh yea. i think coz i have missed out so much on sleep. yea

so anyhoos. the seletion day's drawing closer, day by day. been praying every night that yvonne gets in. that we can sing YATTA together. i know that getting into the national team is her DREAM, so i hope she really makes it in. Ooi, von. better train hard hard yea? hah

sigh. staying at home is kinda boring. i cant wait til friday. can meet ainah again and go shopping for her guitar. i can also get myself a new capo man. my mom's one spoiled. too old alrdy. hah. it's at least 20 years old. yikes. need a new one. i have been eyeing this Jim Dunlop one. it's steel. heh. need it man...eyed it for too long.

anyhoos. von's hard drive still isnt done yet. coz on monday, by the time we reached there, the place was already closed. sigh. gotta go back again lor. but i wouldnt mind accompanying von and go back to Pacific Tech Centre. been there once with clem. so i know what to do.

im now waiting for my dad and bro to come home. my dad sent my mom to court(my mom's a witness to something) and then my went to somewhere to do his work. then pick up my bro from school. im now....STARVING. there's nothing to eat at home. sigh.

sigh. so boring. SOMEONE...ASK ME OUT!!!

ja neh

2006-09-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

ooooo. today went to school so early. 10am reached school. i was even earlier then ms gek. huhu.

finished everything at about 2 plus. then went down to town. had sakae sushi with von. then walked around. we...humhum...walked into CONDOM SHOP today. wah. today's the 1st time since my bday that i feel 18 man. this is pathetic. hah. i have too much sex ed from dumbass. yikes. she corrupted my mind. *shakes head*

then we walked back to heeren bus stop to take a bus down to funan so that i can buy the protective screen for my ipod mini.

sorry i even thought the way dumbass did. i cant believe that she actually managed to pyscho me. i was so hard to crack and she managed to crack me a bit. you know. i wont ever like you. i love you to bits coz we're best friends. and lets...just stay that way. like it's SUPPOSED to. and i have said it, i wont ever ever like you and i dont think i ever will. hah. dunno why. just let it stay like this. i dont wanna ruin our friendship. so, this 'us' topic has finally CLOSED. i will make sure that that dumbass doesnt even try to mention it. well..if she does. at most, i'll end up doing a WWE move on her. hah. she's light enough.

here's a few pix we took today. dang. shouldve take a vid of the conveyer belt at sakae sushi. to show how little food there was. hah.

heh. food in my mouth:

eating chawanmushi:

my wasabi. HUHUHU von, dont dip too much next time:

the 2nd chawanmushi:

after all the eating:

look at THAT! see how much we ate? hah. no la. this is just half of it. the other half had alrdy been cleared:

that's all today!~

ja neh

2006-09-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

whahahaha...today ah...

met ainah at clementi central. then took a cab down to bpp to meet huixia to pass her back the lousy hard drive of hers. hang my MAC and PC dunno how many times lor =.="

anyhoos. i carried judy all the way from the taxi to von's house. WAH...rondo hur. that boy ah. so fierce man. scary. when he 1st saw judy, he couldnt stop barking. ainah was so scared. hahaha. we made von carry rondo then ainah and i ran into the house with judy. hah.

JUDY IS SO CUTE!! huhuhu. cant resist carrying her. but becareful of rondo. as long as you carry judy...here comes rondo. hah. we had SO much fun today. we literally caught up with ainah. who was missing in action the pass few months. hah.

we taught ainah how to play a little bit of the guitar. hopefully you can one day play with us. hehe...

here are a few pics from today.

here's judy doing the adidas ad:

me carrying judy. WOW. she's so small:

what's with yvonne's face at the back?:

von: AIYA...RONDO...wont you stay still? me: great...judy aint looking at the cam...

this is a nice pic...coz rondo and judy are looking at the cam...rondo looks..HIGH. hah:

von teaching ainah the guitar while judy is ainah's audience:

von-black ranger. ainah-white ranger. me-red ranger. HAHA. GO GO POWER RANGERS!! :

VON....do you see anything familiar in this pic??:

von's motion lamp. her bday prezzie from me!
ainah 'spoilt' it...now it looks like...CHUNKS of it. HAH:

here's a vid...of judy and rondo...playing guitar and drums...SO CUTE!!!! :

2006-09-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

ah yes. i forgot. THANK YOU YVONNE. for the beanie hat you got me. hehheh. ima wear that to japan. hah

and so sorry, i cant seem to rmbr what's on your wishlist. it's simply too long =X . but i'll rmbr in due time.

had dental today. made yvonne wait for me. yikes. sorry girl.

anyhoos. i forgot to mention, there's a national selections for bowling next sunday and monday. yvonne's going for it though she feels like she's not prepared for it. i thought the selections were end of the year too. who knew they changed it. yvonne's signed up for it. i hope she gets in.

she still can ask me "you'll still support me right?". coz i told her to try next year if she finds that she's not prepared enough. DUH. of coz i'll still support you. you know the answer. hah. if you want me to go down and support you...i'll also do that. you think i wont? anyhoos. i promised you i'll go down to watch one of your games. but i know for the selections, you wont want me around. it'll only make you more nervous and screw up. so i dont want that to happen.

also, good luck for this sunday's tournament!

ja neh

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2006-09-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

dont think she'll call me back....*sobs*

got bad luck at this. thanks von. for supporting me anyways.

man...my heart was pumping so fast when i called in. then. haiz. forget it. kinda upset.

confidence level now-----5% only

so dead. i need to tell her. it's killing me.

waiting. it sucks. i have waited for 3 and a half years already. how much longer do i have to wait?

forget it. im just, upset now. well, kinda though.

ja neh.

i'll update if she does call me back.

2006-09-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

hah. today's a weird day for me. ok. maybe not just me, but, for diana and sam too.

i think we're crazy man. we started blasting music loudly in class and then sing along with it...LOUDLY. hah.

i managed to finish up mr zo's assignment. huhuhu! not bad for me man. ahaha.

finished DVP jobsheet 4 too. wasnt difficult at all. just editing. i finished so early. i wanted to go home. hah...

went to yvonne's house after that. helped her out with the editing. she did a GREAT job at it. rondo..huhuhu...cute and naughty as usual. hmmm...i ended up with lots of saliva on my face. yea. that's the usual really. my face. he aims for my face. even after he recieves the cane from yvonne for doing that to me, once she turns around, he's at it again.

she went to turn on the lights. all she had to do was turn her back and rondo jumped onto me. hah. she turned around and looked at me like 'WTH...RONDO..." hahaha

man. when i was over at her place, we checked out myspace forums again. then had a talk about it again. well...im waiting for more replies. heh.

left her house at about 8.30 with her mom and her. went home after that. tired now man but, still will stay up to help guide yvonne to how to do the color correction for the video and the audio thing for mr zo. i want her to hand up tomorrow.

ja neh

2006-09-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

just outside the mac at bpp....just before i made payment...hahaha..my treat that day

you know, i'd never imagine myself...talking to my best friend about something so personal with such ease. coz i thought no one would understand me. but, i guess we understand each other to actually talk about something so private and so personal...

just wanna let you know---thanks for being there for me and i'll be there for you too when you need me. coz i just love ya. hah. you know what kind of love i mean hor~dont come and think dirty. if not.....i'll SLAP you when i see you...understand???

been thinking a lot lately...confidence level now is maintaining at 10. it'll be a minus something by the time it hits next week. just like yvonne said. haiz. i'll try to maintain it when i call her on friday...

then when i meet her...i better bring the confidence level up by ten folds. if not. man. i suck!

@(*^#$Q&$!!!!!!!!!!

*good luck to yvonne tomorrow for her bowling selections. HEH. sure get in one la. plus, got my support here leh*

ja neh

2006-09-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

alright...yesterday...hmmm...what happened...i was on my way to tap my ezlink card at yck mrt...when i saw the tv screen at the control station showing images of the mrt accident the day before...i heard mommy telling me...hahah...mommy tells me all these stuffs...hah! anyhoos...wow man...so BLOODY....yikes...i couldnt look at it longer coz...i was kinda jamming the way..hehe..so...quickly tapped my card..and off to school...sian...school...such a filthy place...anyhoos...the DVP test wasnt as hard as i thought it'll be..can pass la...then...went to zeebra's class..sian..everytime go there and take attendance then go home...good...that's the only reason i like mondays...haiz...then...went home with yvonne...

we had our little topic on 'curiosity'...and well...not gonna say anything here...but...just gonna say...it's hard to find yourself...but..im gonna support whatever it is...yea...coz i love ya girl...well...not that kind of way...but...yea...you know what i mean...

at night....that lameass woman....im not gonna say who...but that person knows who she is..YOU...idiot!...how could you man...doesnt mean you lose..then you go crazy k? you totally lost your mind last night...and kinda hurt my feelings...haiz...im so disappointed with you...cant believe to actually hear that out of you...yvonne is equally as disappointed with you...she thinks youve just lost it...please...pull it together...k? for ME..ok...love ya loads anyways...

and to yvonne who knows this only...im gonna tell jen...maybe ask her out during the hols...but...i dunno how to tell her...yikes...but...gonna do it anyway...wish me luck....i'll let you know when ive done it...

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hah...didnt go to school today...went to gym and went swimming...then went to wheelock to get mommy's nokia handphone done...something's wrong with it...hmmm..keeps turning off and on by itself...cant recieve any calls or smses...hmm..so..sent it in for repair...then...went to queensway...had my specs done...NEW SPECS...whahaha...mommy was so nice to buy me REEBOK specs...wah...my 1st branded pair of specs man...i feel so good...oh ya~! ytd...my dad went to collect my ipod...coz..went to repair it...almost 4 weeks ago...man...the people are so nice....they gave me a NEW one...huhuhu!! yes baby...but..then...now gotta spend money to buy all the protective screens again...=.=" once again...$$$$$$$$....which i dont have...sian...

anyhoos...

ja neh

2006-09-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

today....went for a haircut...FINALLY.....huhuhu....yea baby~ im so happy man...

anyhoos...today went down to bpp to study with von...then melvin said he wanted to join us....supposed to go to 'starhub' to study...but...no space...then went to mac...NO SPACE also...so..ended up eating at MOS...whahaha...

studied awhile...then couldnt study anymore...haiz...why man...dont ask me...coz i definitely dont know how to answer that question...huhuhu

anyhoos...heres a few pix we took today....

my treat for her...the ice cream:

melvin....refuse to take pic..but wanna eat ice cream:

JAMIE:

me and JAMIE:

so...this is what happened today...tmr got test...gtg study now...

ja neh

2006-09-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

ok..more videos...hahaha....and pics...of yesterday...and today..

ahaha...isnt she just cute??aww....reminds me so much of my cousin JAMIE...hhaha:

today..in the canteen...it was raining...look at us...hahha:

2006-09-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

HOORAY~! it's the weekends...heh...i look forward to weekends...
anyways...the pass few days...hmm...what's happened?

had napfa yesterday....gosh....hadnt excersized in such a long time...then had the damn test...shyt...it was damn TIRING....I HATE RUNNING...i really hate it to the core...i suck at it...yea..coz im FAT...hahaha...anyways...looks like i have failed napfa again...since when have i ever passed it? haha...i havent...ahahaha...well...i was closed to passing once...but...thanks to the 2.4km run...failed by...a few seconds..

ever since entering ite...the 2.4km run feels like a 3.2...like...WTH? o.O yea...that's how i feel...

right now...im just..glued to my chair...i refuse to go downstairs to my kitchen to even get a drink for myself...i even considered just now if i wanted to grab my dinner or not...hahaha...it's a pain to go up and down the stairs...especially if you have muscle ache...my mom keeps complaining that im lazy...argh...whatever...im not lazy..im just in pain..haha..yes...im not fit...whatever...

anyways...today went to school...LATE...was so tired...i like...kept resetting my alarm clock...to wake up later...i was supposed to wake up at 6...but i ended up waking up at 7.45...class starts at what time? 8am~~! hahaha...yea...i reached school at 9.45...huhuhu...fantastic timing man...but..i dont care...

i heard from gracie...my big mama...that aaron was giving out certs for our Media Integration..huhuhu~ finally...after..what? 1 year? ya...we get it back! HAH! bloody hell...make us wait so long...

we then went for game development...and...chinling and i just slacked all the way..hahhaa...lao bu didnt even care...hahaha...but hey..she's our lao bu...huhuhu...

anyways...had lunch..and man...it was raining...haiz...and we all started getting....sleepy..benjamin...i think he kinda drifted off somewhere...hahaha

went for DVP...finised editing von's video...HOORAY!!! hahaha...but..von wasnt as lucky...she had to redo the video...not sure what happened...dunno why got error..hmmm...even suan yang doesnt know what to do...aiyu...problem...problem...

anyways...i keep sneezing....and...OUH...the pain man....the muscles...argh...

anyhoos...here's a vid that will make everyone smile...on their bad day...

ja neh

2006-09-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

ok...today...i overslept...and was late for class...but at least i did go for class...haha..then...arlene came and talked about portfolio and stuff like that...

we went for Game Development later...i didnt really do much...just...slack...

had DVP later...captured the video we shot 2 weeks earlier...and after that..i guess..we really slacked a lot...yvonne slept....

then...something happened...i dont wanna talk about it...i just guess..it's coz..i've really...built up a lot of anger these pass few weeks..i have been surpressing them..hmm..seems like i kinda...'exploded' today...

sorry to yvonne...coz..i felt like i showed her like..some of those attitudes that she cant stand...dunno why i showed it to her at all...just...didnt mean it...

anyways...last night...once i came home...from my gram's place...i started writing a birthday song for aslinah and yvonne.....spent about 1/2 hr to compose the song...called aslinah and sang it to her...she kinda likes it a lot...then told von i got a song for her...called her around 1am? yea..im late...i know...

i screwed up when i played it to yvonne...cant believe it...hahaha...twice...but...at least she says it's nice...and sweet...hehe...yay...mission accomplised...both of them liked the song...yipee...

von..here are the lyrics to the song...since you cant really hear it.

the day has come
for us to hum
a beautiful song
for a beautiful someone

it could fit more perfectly
than to have a world party
on the day you came to be

it's your birthday
time to party...yea
it's your birthday
time to dance til morning comes
it's your birthday
time to party...yea
it's your birthday
time to party all night long
and now i sing....
happy birthday...

yup....the lyrics...hope you like it =)

ja neh

2006-09-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE IDIOT....YVONNE CHIA...whahaa~

whahaa..yea...i just came back from von's place....specifically went down to her place to DELIVER her present to her...along with my cam...

actually..im not sick today..haha...i skipped school to go over to von's place...hahah...im such a GOOD FRIEND...ya..like real...hehe..ok..whatever...anyways...went there around 8? ya...then we talked and talked until about 10...huhuhu...we talked for almost 2 hours man...too bad i didnt go up to her house...if not...i'd still be at her house...coz i'll be playing with rondo...huhuhu...cant wait til saturday...no..i cant wait till tmr too...AINAH............gonna see you soon~~!!

okok...yvonne's gonna have a great day today...going to escape...to play with family 6...then go to new york new york for dinner...*$$$$$*... "gloria's suggestion" von says...hehheh...last night...family 6 gave von a surprise man...*envy*....wish my friends would be a tad nicer and do that for me too....hahaha...kidding...you guys are great alrdy...know everyone's so busy...anyways....have a great day babe...you're finally 18...hahaha~

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i skip school today...to compensate my sleep...im gonna go to bed soon...it's...11.10am..and im dead tired...hahaha...later i shall work on the script for "the puppet show" trailer for our DVP major project...hope everything goes well...and...i can work on in with ease....dont want any brain jam....whahaha

2006-09-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY LINABUTT~!

love ya...hahaha...

18 years old alrdy ah~....

yikes...i just made us sound old...huhuhu...

2006-09-04T23:07:00.001+08:00

hehe!~

today's my bday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~

im so so happy...well..i wont say im so happy la...i know i enjoyed my day...somethings like...happened...and...when we went out today...there wasnt much mood...

i thought today i could meet naqiah...but...looks like...no fate...as usual...hahaha...oh..but whatever...i just...couldnt care less anymore...if she doesnt wanna meet...it's ok...im fine with it...i dont care...

today...after school...went to yoshinoya to have lunch...talk aout tattoos again...*wah~~ i want to get a tatt done...* then...went home...bathed...rested awhile...called von..then she asked if i wannted to check out the tattoo shops with her at fareast or not...of coz i said yes...hahaha

then met her there...waited for clem and mel...they took like...forever....hahaha....then all of us went to check out the tatts...haiz..the more i think...the more i wanna do it..

after that...von and i split up...she went to meet her cecelia...i went with clem and mel...we walked and talked..lots of things happened...then went to kino...looked at comics...books...whatever...then found the rest of AD051H there...haiz...forgot to take photos again...they sang me a birthday song in kino...but i dared them to sing it out LOUD...hahaha...and they did~~!...

we headed to MAC...to have our mcflurry and apple pie...and everything...clem treated me to a mcflurry and apple pie....

we sat there till like..8? then received a miss call from von...so..called her back...then met her and her friend...carolyn...haha...funny girl...ah well...von's family 6 are a bunch of funny people...actually enjoy being around them...hahaha...yea...anyways...we checked out the price range for the tatts at heeren. argh. same as fareast la.

bought yvonne's present...hehe...yea....there goes the money...but...haahaa..worth it hor? yvonne?? yea~~~

anyway....went home afterwards....and im now damn tired...hahaha

okok...neeeda sleep now...ahahha

2006-09-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

2006-09-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

haha..ok...im at my cousin's place now...i forgot to blog last night..

yea..anyways...ytd was fun...coz..i had my bday lunch with my primary school friends...so nice of them to even remember my bday...

thanks to audrey..peiyi...manna...sammo...samm heah...and..last but not least...gayne..i LOVE you guys...hahah

we had lunch at NYDC at Wheelelock*forgot how to spell..so..pardon me*...yea...i ordered uhm...tears in heaven...tasted like...uhm...carbonarra...ya...hahaha...

we all ordered lots of food...and...WE COULD FINISH everything...gosh...hahaha...ya...fat people...hehe...anyways...we talked a lot...mostly...talked nonsense la...coz we havent seen each other in years man...the last time i saw gayne was like...5 years ago...well...most of them...i saw them 5 years ago...ytd...we finally had time to catch up...all of us are doing well...all of us are stressed...ahahah..coz...well..most of us are graduating this year...that would be myself...audrey..peiyi...and manna...the rest are in 1st year JC...

after that...we made our way to borders...check out some books..when we were exiting borders..there was this...talk or something at the entrance..we stayed there to listen awhile...it was a talk on gays and lesbianism...and bisexuality...hmmm...hahha..sammo and i looked at each other...and we shrugged it off..we decided to leave...although i knew sammo wanted to listen in for more...we just felt that...yea...aint that right...so..we left for fareast...gayne wanted to get the pair of levis shoes...ARGH...i didnt have enough money on me...I CANNOT BUY~~ T.T why......hahha...anyway...yea...i wanted to get that pair of shoes too..but..in due time...i will get it...HAHAHA

we left town at about 3+ coz we all had things on that afternoon...so...i took the bus back with manna...stopped at her place awhile to collect something i left there for almost 6 years...hahaha...yea...can you believe i left it there for so long..hahah...goondoo...

anyways..i gtg bathe now...feeling so hot...

ja neh

2006-09-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

just came home not long ago...went out like....early today...didnt really get to see things that i wanted to...so...felt kinda bored...but...managed to sneak off awhile...HAHA~~....few days ago...managed to dig out more money from my bank...hahah...yea...i FINALLY bought myself the adidas watch that i have wanted for so so long!!! hahaha...it cost 85 bucks man...but...wth...worth it...heh...

after that had coffee bean with my aunt..bro and cousins...haha...my aunt's treat...hehe..so nice of her...i had ice blended white chocolate dream..hahaha...you know...today i felt stupid when i saw the board with the list of orders on it...man..i was like...uhm..."what do i want?"....i scanned acrossed the board so many times...and i didnt know where to find the drinks i was looking for...*hah..this is for going to starbucks too many times...become gong when ordering coffee bean*...anyways...the drink was ok...

then...went over to my aunt's place..went swimming with my bro...swam for about 2 hours plus...then went back to bathe...and had dinner...watched smallville and charmed...then...i slowly felt...sleepy...hahha...i am tired now...*dozing off...* i havent read finish my harry potter book 5...*this is my 6th time re-reading*...i must finish it tonight...hahaha...ok..anyways....gonna call suman now..

ja neh...

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2006-09-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

sian....sian...sian....my god...3 more days to my bday....and...im really sian...maybe it's coz of all the nagging ive been receiving...i havent been myself...i guess...ive been so worried for a few people..and then...being nagged at..and then..i dunno...just not myself...i havent been happy these few days...REALLY NOT HAPPY...

i just wish...i could just DIE man...DIE...argh...i have so many mixed feelings...im having problems trying to sort them out...im angry at someone...i just lost everything with my family...im worried about my grandma...im worried about someone else too...im moody...i dunno...so much more im feeling...and i dont wanna like someone anymore...F*** man...

im just...just lost la...i need to be found and find my way back to track...but...it's kinda hard now....it's so cloudy...and...im..being blinded by shit...in my way...ya...shit..

and the thing about my parents? how come i feel like i have never loved them? why do i feel that way...maybe coz..i have never really...really been loved by them before? i have never felt what's it like to be loved by my parents...and this sounds sad...i look at loads of my friends...they get along just fine with their folks...and me? even if it seems like we do get along...it feels fake to me...all of it..fake...

i wish i dont have to feel this way...but i do...and have been feeling like this...since...sec school...i dont get any love from them...ok...maybe they are somehow showing it...but....im not recieving any of it...and i dont know how to talk to them....i cant open up...because it's so hard...there's such a huge gap in between us..that i kinda gave up...

maybe giving up is better...forget it...im lost anyway...

F***

2006-08-30T13:29:00.000+08:00

haiz...in school right now...was having a talk with yvonne just now....and we really talked about a lot of really personal stuffs...

today's the very 1st time that i actually saw her cry....and it's been a long time since i felt like...when my friend cried....i couldnt do anything to comfort them...the last time i felt that way...2 years ago...and...i only feel this way...when i see vanessa and naqiah cry...guess...i can add someone else into the list...

been a long time i felt that way man...i didnt know what to do...and then i looked everywhere else..but AT her....i tried to comfort her....or..at least i thought i tried...yea...

ok..whatever....theory part of the lesson just ended...having 5 mins break now...yvonne is busy adding stuff to her wishlist on my notebook...whahahah~~ got so many things to get her when i go japan...YIKES...hahaha

i just realized.....im only getting stuff for her...hahaha...and no one else..hehe....ouh ya....im getting CHOCOLATE for her mom too...hahaha...and it's not just...your normal size chocolate...it's almost the size of my school bag....hahaha...ya....auntie alice can happily eat ALL of it by herself...but i know yvonne sure stop her....hehe

haiz....damn boring today....im damn sleepy...it's raining now...adds on to my sleeping mood...hahaha...dang...

lesson starting again soon..... =.=

2006-08-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok...so here are the photos...FINALLY...yea..

suman and me:

the girls and me...shaky pic...but..nice though:

LaLa and me:

presenting...the girls of ADDICTION:

and their PIMP...jkjk:

woohoo...heng i ran for it...if not..i'd get a pic like this too....:

OK...this is BY FAR...the best pic i have seen...lixin jie jie...YOU ARE SO GOOD man...:

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2006-08-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

ok....it's been a long time since i last updated my blogspot....hahhaa...yvonne ask why i suddenly use it again...even though i have said that i wont be using it already...but...my myspace aint working man....so..i'll use blogspot again...*mind you people who are reading this....i am retyping...coz something happened just now*

anyways...a lot of things have happened to me these few months that i have not blogged...

1. did not expect myself to tell someone that i still like them...
2. had 2 holidays already...both very 'enriching'....* i wouldnt work with some people...and wouldnt work FOR some people...simple as that*
3. hahaha...it's end of august!!! birthday coming...to all september bday babies....HAPPY BIRTHDAY....*that includes me k?? hahaha

anyway....saturday....was the Girl's Nation Dance Battle....went to support ADDICTION with yvonne....lixin jie jie's group...together with trin...may and glady...yes yes...they ARE so good..that my eyes went...POP...when they started dancing man...LIXIN jie jie...you are damn good...you are my OU XIANG man...hahaha...anyway....managed to catch up with old friends...some that i havent seen since last year...hahha...like...my dear lala....hahaha i miss her much man...hahhaa she going japan again at the end of this month...or next...wah~~~....anyway...during the dance competition...i nearly got sabo-ed by carol...heng i ran for it...if not...i would've been sent on stage....hahaha...i havent danced in a year...or longer than that...i cant suddenly go on stage and perform like that...hahaha...i will get heart attack man...

anyways...after that....yvonne and i went shopping....we went there with a motive*get each other bday presents*....hahaha....VON..VON...i know what i want le!!!! i want a cap....im not gonna tell you want kinda design i like...you know what i like...and what i look best in...so...im gonna leave that to you....SURPRISE me k?? yea...your turn now...what do you want? a treat to sakae sushi? tell me....

ok...we girls got ourselves some shades....and i bought a shirt and a pair of flip flops...von got herself a pair of shoes...and a pair of vintage levis jeans...*damn ex ahhh~*....we enjoyed ourselves man....it's been a long long time since i actually...enjoyed myself like this man....the last time that i REALLY went shopping...*forgot already*hehe

argh..

cant seem to post the pics from saturday...shall do it tmr...

today's so funny

2006-03-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

today....web design is as per normal...BORINNNNNNNGGGGGGG.........we all still watching videos..sian....haiya...our mini-project.....EXTEND DATELINE LA!!!

great..next week is the dateline for our web design already..and what have i completed?hmmm..let's see...i think layout only....wahahahah...oh no...better try to complete a lot by this week man..IF NOT.....wahahah...next week....sure cannot finish...

today is mr alex's birthday....wahahaha..like im gonna wish him happy birthday like that...wootz~! no la...im not so mean...i may not like him..but...here goes(being forced)....happy birthday to mr alex....WHAHAHAAH....OLD ALREADY!!!!! wootz~!

hmm...today....during character design....as per normal...i go crazy...i mean...i think there's like something seriously wrong with me...or..not...oh..come on....i just like to destress...hahha...there's always so much tension during CD all the time...hahhaha

on the way back to bukit panjang with von and sophia....i was on the 171 bus...and this guy sat next to me...he fell asleep...i was gonna sleep...until i felt someone constantly hitting my arm..so..in the end..i didnt sleep...fantastic...that guy was constantly leaning towards my side...close to lying on my shoulder...he was so close..i could smell what shampoo he used.....HEAD&SHOULDERS....dang....hahahaha...then..sophia asked me to push him....and i pretended like i was brushing my nose..then...i NUDGED him...whahhahaha...POWER!hehehe..yea..whatever...

anyway...sophia.....your birthday coming....you better watch out....because i will sabo you....yay...*end of blog entry*

ANTM

2006-03-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

gosh..i seriously wonder when was my last post...this blog is like...uhm...near death man...it's way deader than lixin's....coz she just complained on her tagboard..saying her blog is dying....so not it...

anyway..what's up with me of late? ive been following this season's ANTM[for those who dunno...it's america's next top model]...god..i love kim..kyle...and lisa[although...her personality can put you off at certain times]...wow..these 3 are good man...though..all...kenna booted off already...what i felt was unfair...was the granola-red bull war of 2005...the bre-nicole-kim affair...coz..kim got booted..instead of bre...

bre totally like distracted kim while kim was having her photoshoot...so..that was unfair...and like...i thought what kim did for nicole is what i would do for a friend who's been wrongly accused...you know...at the beginning...bre seemed like a really nice person...but like last week's episode...that really put a lot of my friends and i off...coz..one word sums it all up...BITCH...bre's a bitch...and poor kim...all she wanted to do was to help nicole up...and...at panel...when kim got booted...nicole cried her eyes out for her...kim didnt even shed a tear...[tough girl man]....

i read a few articles on kim...and...i felt that...she's a pretty nice person...not like what you see on tv...coz..that's like reality tv...and...it's always edited in a certain way to make you look like a certain person...but yea..like kim said in one of her interviews..i quote: "everyone talked about everyone, and when Bre said, “I love Jayla, because she never talks about anyone else,” clearly [Bre] had no idea what was going on." it's a competition...hahahah....

but anyways...bre was the one who said "god dont like ugly"....hmmmm....anyone wonders what she meant?....well..in my point of view...i know what she meant...

so...anyway..this is my blog entry....ooi...yvonne...update yours...

my blog nearly died....

2006-01-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

well...let's see...it's already 2006....and this is the 1st time im blogging...it's chinese new year...the 2nd day...and i am at home...nobody is coming to my place to bai nian...which means...NO ANGBAO FOR ME!!!!!!...sians....this year...angbao business is bad...to all born in the year of the dragon....this year...aint really a good year for us...so...we MUST work HARDER....aite?!

sian...a lot of things have been happening to me...the past 2 weeks...breakups...and stuff like that...sian...this year really aint good for me..so far...but...i guess...i musnt let stuff like this take me down...yea...with the help of yvonne...im trying my best to forget someone...and i hope it works...coz...yea...anyway...wont talk about it here...hurts to even talk about it to anyone now...yvonne knows the whole story...so...she should know how i feel....i wish...i can forget that someone...like the way i stop getting angry with yvonne...means...in 5 mins...hahaha...wish i can forget that someone in 5 mins....well..in my dreams...

i know some people....have said that my blog is dead....yea...whatever..i was simply....TOO lazy to blog...i mean..i love slacking...and...the 2 weeks before school reopened...was...kinda torturous for me...why? coz 1...i miss yvonne and sophia badly...2. im grounded..so..i have nothing to do at home...3. my PC sux...4. i miss rondo...5. i want some h/w(yea...say im crazy...but i really do want h/w)...
see...i have 5 reasons as to why it was torturous for me...sians....

i need some friends over for new year man............dang..i should get yvonne over...but..nah...she's prolly busy playing cards....sophia is prolly too busy collecting angbao....only 2 people are online now....sian...THAT is sian...cant believe this year's new year is spent like this...FEELING SIAN....ah...but what to do?nothing special on tv also...which sux...but...anyway...

top 3 ads to catch on tv:

1. SI ads...(reason: lixin jiejie is on it...and so are the rest of my friends...Ahahaha)
2. tiger beer ad(JESSICA ALBA IS DOING THE AD...she's sooooo HOT!)
3. desperate housewives ad...(i love what lynette does with the apples....juggle them forward...yes!!)

top 3 ads that i have no clue of:

1. OSIM i-Gallop (i mean...uh...i dont quite get the ad...it kinda looks like...the girls are having XXX or something...R-rated man...)[maybe i can save enough money for yvonne...she'll LOVE IT....*ginz*]
2. the china fisheries ad (i just simply DONT get it...it's just FISH)

ok well..i have only got 2...i cant of anymore...

2005-12-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

aite...let's start off...as...you all know...i havent really updated my blog for quite awhile...due to all my projs and stuff like that....why im updating now?coz...tmr im going to japan already...for my holiday...yea...yea...so...hmmm.....today leh....was a GOOD day man....met sophia at jurong east interchange....as usual....she's late...so...i had to wait again...i wait...almost 45mins...then...we bought yvonne's flower....yea...daisy....sophia bought for junhao also...the same la....and i bought for yvonne...PINK rose...and i bought for naqiah a rose too...the one she said she liked the other day...she actually wanted a sunflower...but..it's damn ex....so..i settled for the rose...and for that jannah too...hers is all RED man...haha...yea...and yvonne wanted chocolate...so..i bought her roche....she's the one i spent most money on *shakes head*....arh well....she wanted it...and..i normally wont say no...and she knows that....*shakes head again*.....

ok...anyway...sophia and i were early....we reached Tanah Merah at 5!!!...wth....and i told suman we'll meet at 5.30...in the end...he was late too =.=' ......so...sophia and i waited for him for...about...1 hour 10 mins bah...at Tanah Merah mrt...and she was making a hell of a din man...haiz...people reading this....it's very normal for sophia ot make noise and complain when people are late....if she doesnt complain...well...something is wrong with her.......

so...in the end..suman suggested taking cab...and uh....he paid for it......met naqiah's sister at the taxi stand...and well...of coz..she didnt recognize me...heheh...yea..anyway...we reached simei ite at about...6.20?yea...saw a lot of people i know...like...sec 4 classmates...and...from ite amk ones...from DMD too...but other classes...yea...then we queued to get in...then...yep...finally got in....

let me also say this....and this is serious...i couldnt recognize you man yvonne...hahaha....anyway...we went in...and tmd...so many like the good seats like taken by dunno what elderly....=.=' wth....GOOD SEATS hor!...wanted to take middle...in the end....had to take the seats towards the back...argh...nvm....can see yvonne ...jannah...naqiah and junhao good liao...hahah

when the concert started...i felt that...the band wasnt as bad as yvonne had depicted...not that bad...it's better than fairfield band to tell ya the truth...yea...and well...yvonne played well...naqiah...wow babe...you did great...jannah...hehe...the same i guess? all in all....you guys did great man...but then...when it like came to the guitar performance...truth be told...wasnt as interested in it..coz..i came here to see my friends perform...not see like..other people perform man....haiz...anyway...sophia and i were like crazy today...we kept disturbing each other man...when other people were performing that time la..not during like the band's performace...haha...the band's performance...we were actually too engrossed to actaully talk man...yea...so...when it all ended...we uhm...went out to meet yvonne and naqiah and jannah...then..i got to meet yvonne's part of the family 6 bunch...yea...cheryl...gloria....uhm...still got who else?wonder if i missed out anyone?zhiqiang?yea..think that's all...and while waiting for yvonne and junhao...we walked around...and talked quite a lot...then...we decided to play hide and seek man...yea..zhiqiang counted...the rest of us went to hide...and soo stupid...sophia and i hide at a stupid place...=.='....gloria and cheryl hid at the toilet...haha...yea...in the end...zhiqiang gave up trying to find them man...(just to say this...sophia fell when we played...ahaha)....yea....then yvonne called....chase us to hurry up...=.=...so ok....and you know what....yvonne still can say IM PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH HER CRAZY BUNCHA FRIENDS....of coz...i can..i havent played that in years man...haha...yea...anyway..met yvonne and junhao then left for the bus-stop...wanted to go for dinner with them...but my dad didnt allow...so...what to do?but...he asked me to follow them...to a place easier to pick me up...so...at the bus-stop...we took pix...then left for bedok...went there...they couldnt find tables to sit at...so...everyone decided to go to bukit timah to have dinner...or make that supper...yep...so..they left 1st la...haiz...and i waited...sad....

i hope can go yvonne's house tmr...go play with rondo b4 i leave man...but i doubt i can la...

anyway....my 2 dearies...yvonne and sophia..dont think i go japan arh....enjoy myself and think i got no time to miss you guys....please...i still miss you guys...you 2 will be the ones i miss the most...out of all my friends...i will miss the fact that i cannot bully sophia the next month...until school reopen...as for yvonne...dang...dunno what im gonna miss about her..hahha...maybe her craziness..yea...miss the fact that we cant disturb each other the following month man...anyway...you 2...you can expect quite a lot of stuff from me...coz...the more i miss you guys...the more i will buy man....dang...i surely go broke man...but for you 2...haha...im willing to spend....you 2 better miss me man...hahahah.....yvonne...dont worry...i'll get you your keychain....like i promise from the start of the year....but..if dont have...how?i buy other things k?

anyway...see you guys next year....this entry is long enough to cover 1 month i guess...hahah

2005-11-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

well...let's see...couple of days ago...yvonne...sophia(im getting the habit of calling her lili now...hahha)...si Ian and i worked at CGW-bedok...hahahdamn fun....worked a lot...played a lot...slacked a lot...gosh...this pix below are just a few of the pix we took....in total...we took at least a hundred pix on sat...well....anyway...just have a look...and i still have somemore to upload...when my com is functioning well...i shall upload more....and sophia got 2 new nicknames!!! one is....GRANNY!!!! and the other...uhmhmm...is...she-ma-le....get it sophia? put the words together...and you'll get?????????hahaha....yay....anyway...i'll blog more when i upload all my pix...and i can tell you more about what happened those 2 days that we worked.....hahaha...yea...

their laughter:

what's with the finger dude?:

lili's fingers(there she goes again...gonna brag about her 'wonderful' nailart):

hehe...super blur man the 2 of them:

after brkfast:

just saw a hunk there!:

mouth wide open!!!(mind you...they get to eat...i dont):

our shoes....guess who they belong to....:

si ian:

sophia:

yvonne:

2 bored people(it was damn early....and we had to wait till like dunno what time for brkfast!):

2005-11-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

and...................tah dah......we have dragged our dateline for MI's miniproj...great...dunno if i can finish on time or not...i only have what....2.25 pages done....WTH.....sian man.....

she's worried...and she's not sleeping well....it'll affect her daily life...sooner or later....i know...she and i...we're close....well...maybe people think we're very close...but she my best friend..if any of you out there dont know...and im freaking worried about her....wish that 'plan' of ours will work...and her dream...will truly be fulfilled....at least she can be happier...less worried....and she can sleep with a light heart....not like recently where there are days that she cant sleep well....100 is not enough...i know....but where do i get more?i want to help....coz i know....100 is never enough....and i dont wanna forfeit either...coz...it's more than a 100...and it's yours....wish that guy can be more serious in what he's doing...i hate it when you sound serious one min....and the next...you're like...not bothered at what you have said earlier...that's the part i HATE about you man!!!HATE....get it!!! i simply DETEST!! guys like you man....and you know what? thought you promise to give us a break man...and mainly her...give her a break!....WTH....forget it...

dear friends who read this.....im sorry if i sound like..............shit yea? it's only been lately that i feel...disturbed and worried...and sleepless....and well...basically...pestered...why?...well..one person should know...

yvonne....im here to help...and sorry...if i sounded like i was pouring COLD water on you....sorry....and that...i want you to be happy....hopefully tmr...when you're working....you'll feel better....maybe then...you can cheer up a bit more...at least...less tensed up...

2005-11-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

haiz....today...i dont seem myself...i can just feel it...like...kinda stressed...and like...pestered...plus..at home...the stuff....and haiz...worried for yvonne...worried she cant take it...then...affect her daily life....today...yea...not really myself la...was pissed at that guy...told me to meet him at YCK...in the end...he went to chevrons himself...made me rush all the way down there...man....thought we were meeting like at 6 at YCK...so i didnt really rush...then...suddenly...when i called him....he told me...he's at chevrons...GREAT!!!!.......i rushed!...i only had one thing in mind.....HELL I HAD TO GET TO CHEVRONS AS FAST AS I CAN!.........damn man...hate to rush...and he's like down there...chasing the hell outta me...and im on the train....freaking pissed at him...for like...changing his mind at the very last minute...and like...never tell me earlier...when he had the time to...when yvonne called me back..i told her what he did...and i swear..i was soooooo ANGRY....that i had heart pain...man...then after that...had gastric...i never experience heart pain when im so angry before...but...maybe today..im not myself...that's why i was sooo angry...dunno man...i reached chev at about 7.25...late la....but at least i was there...then...went to bowling alley to find yvonne...we finished talking at about 8 plus...then i went to gram's place...had dinner...no mood to eat much....appetite not very good these few weeks...sian man...dunno what's happening to me....i feel so pissed off at him....

anyway....yvonne....cheer up...dont wanna see you sad...if you feel sad...im sad too....i know you dont wann put your burden onto me...but im your friend..and im willing to help you...through it...just wanna see you smile everyday...coz...when you smile...you forget all the things that happened...smiling helps...ok...dont feel sad anymore...dont feel stressed...and...never ever say that you're....uhmhmm...that word..that i said you're not...you're not...and im not lying...im here to cheer you up even if im not in thte mood...ok....you can count on me...like everybody else has...ok?

2005-11-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

yvonne:

yvonne and benjamin:

yvonne(why you look so sad....like i bully you like that):

lixin jiejie(my model and pro makeup artist):

jie(we were supposed to do envy...but somehow...we ended up doing lust...wahahah):

i know jie...you werent really yourself that day...but you still look great!hehe:

lustful right?????:

this is my fav pic of all....without a doubt:

posing at yvonne's door:

hmmm............ :

she sooo pretty right?hahaha...jie...you'll be my model from now on aite?:

yvonne's model....gloria...(these are taken by me):

what does this pic tell you?:

YES!! this is what we call lust!(though we were supposed to do wrath!! =X):

ok...anyway...left yvonne's house very late....like 9....if i took the train...it would've been too late...lixin jiejie was supposed to sent me back to gram's place...but she had to rush off to one of her relative's place....but..it's ok...you can send me another time *hint hint*.....was very very tired...i flagged for a damn cab....but the stupid ang moh stole the cab from me...grrr....what the hell......inconsiderate lor......grrrr.....should have gone off with jie...but she was rushing for time...then later i was the one rushing for time....haiz....anyway...i nearly slept in the cab....was so shagged man.....haiz...tired tired...now in school doing the stupid dreamweaver thing....making me go crazy....gonna have white hair soon man....STRESS.....haiz.....wish there was *someone* here to hold me tight....that would be nice....*grinz*....haiz...shall go back to work liao....later meeting yvonne....at CHEVRONS.....great....so far away.....hahaha

2005-10-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

today sux....other than going to pet shops and farm with yvonne to find doggies...

the rest...the whole day...the guy that keeps pestering me...it sux alright....shit man..feel so screwed up now...cheung mai!....why all these has to happen?why today? alright...school not opneing tomorrow...dammit...AMK ITE....you better open..i need to do photoshoot..ok?very impt photoshoot...shit...man...feeling even more screwed up now...kns...

i'm so sick and tired
of life's stream....
tears of defeat
what should i do?
i'm tired of everything...

crying out loud..
screaming for the joy...
but somehow...i never get there....
so amazing how twisted one can feel...

feel so unwanted...
no one out there...
just too tired to hang on....

crying out loud...
screaming for the joy...
but somehow...i never get there...
so amazing how twisted one can feel...

my new song....inspired...none other than my wonderful jie...LIXIN....

tho my song is not perfected...well..it will be one day...i just want to let everyone know man....life...can be quite screwed up...nomatter...how people say...how beautiful life can be...lots of it...are crap...and bull...life...is one hell of a punishment to a lot of people...they have to slog like shit to earn a living...but only to a fraction of people...life..is wonderful...yea...well...thanks people...who view my entry...

dunno what im feeling now...guess..i feel...tired...and sick...of a lot of stuff that's happening to me lately...especially lately...dont...TO my friends...dont worry bout me...i may seem like im having a little setback...but...hell yeah...im coming back...dont worry about me..im always happy...most of you will never see me cry...hahahahaa.....i never seem weak to some....hahahha...well...well..only to some la..shit...

dont think i wanna continue blogging now...it sux man...

yvonne....cheer up...SMILE....ok?tmr i will make you smile more ok?....im alright alrdy..so...i shall make you smile...

2005-10-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

sian man.....got exactly 1 week to finish up the MI mini proj....which is the dreamweaver stuff...proberly...have to go to yvonne's house to finish it....ask benjamin to go over too...then can finish up...hahaha....yea....sian arh...today go to gram's place..then that idiot and sophia took the train before me(coz it stops at yishun...and they take bus home from there)....leaving me alone...grrr...you two...

daph...when are we meeting man..i havent seen you in ages....haiz...sad..you're like busy with so many stuff....haiz...anyway....saw SI's leandra today...in the train...with 2 guys...wow...one guy like mix blood...look like ang moh....(=X....i know someone will strangle me when he reads this)....hahah...too bad....

supposed to meet aslinah...but..so late...then i wanted to watch my tong xin yuan...haha...meet another time bah...since you stay so close to my gram's place..

yvonne doesnt want to ask us to attend her band concert liao...coz she say her conductor wanna change music piece....kns....wanted to go and support her....haiyo...nomatter how bad the band is...i'll still go support....yea...you have my fullest support...yea...then wanna go support naqiah too...and besides....i dont care how bad the band is...hahaha =X....

haiz...sian la. today...cant wait till tmr...can take pix again....YAY!!!!!!

i'll blog another time bah....

2005-10-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

LUNATIC:

kissing your jon jonsson yvonne?:

sam....look so fierce:

oooooh....someone's horny:

wah.....PROPOSAL:

moron:

rocker...and hiphoper:

sam looks irritated..and yvonne's horny:

why is huixia's head at the back?:

'DONT KISS ME!!!' :

WTF....i look like crap...and yet...yvonne still takes this pic....grr:

2005-10-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

sophia....the vampire...no wait...it's not vampire anymore....it's puppet:

sophia and yvonne:

yvonne chia:

johnny ng yi liang:

haiz....in sch upload....take me so long to upload....at home upload...even worse...haiz...can upload can liao la....

2005-10-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

johnny:

he looks like he wanna sleep(but sam say look like tiko):

cowboy..or mexican?:

XINTIAN.....ARE YOU KISSING JOHNNY???:

gejing(taken by me):

nice or not??(she's not bad a model sia):

her makeup? courtesy of shawna siow:

smile for the camera:

no comments:

what's up with the face??:

samantha lee:

mr christian(courtesy of samantha lee):

2005-10-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

my model....yvonne chia:

group pic....SMILE!!!:

WTH man....yvonne...i can see your black skirt(thanks to sam arh):

im peeking through the hole to the beauties...(nehneh la....christian did this pic..i just take it):

ok...this is one of the multishot(we were all very stiff):

classic vintage(thanks to christian):

me...taken at the costume shop(shhhh....dont tell anyone we took pix there k?):

wah...my model is soooooooooooo beautiful man!!!!!!!!!!:

sith....in the making:

uh.....unprepared....kns...well...only sam i s'ready':

.....grr....have to do another entry to show the rest...

2005-10-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

most pix...taken by me...unless you see me in the photo la...other than that...means i use tripod to take the photos...
sam...huixia....and jap girl:

me and sam(taken by vOn):

me and vOn(taken by sam):

mr christian(taken by ME!):

and another one:

group pic

haha...taken with out her noticing:

me and mr christian:

me and her.....again:

female samurai and cowgirl(eew):

me...haha....dont i look cute(although vOn...you wouldnt agree):

meditating:

hehe....cute hor??:

wah....so serious...(i doubt she's meditating):

act cute(she say one...):

dont mess with her...she's very...very fierce:

..................dead body:

japanese girl...:

hmm?:

singapore's next top model:

nice pic?(of coz...taken by me):

yea.....model good-looking too...that's why the pic turn out so nice:

SAM LEE....singapore's next top model!!!:

yvonne and sam:

threesome =X:

happy people....(cant see huixia's eyes):

man...this pic is overexposed:

sexy...ya...plus cleavage:

happy....thinking of jon jonsson right sam???:

charlie's angels(wannabe):

me and sam..again:

me and her...again:

SIM(Spastic.Idiot.Moron):

family potrait...me and sophia...kids....johnny is the papa...xintian...MOMMY!!!:

after changing into the costume..and before makeup:

yvonne and sophia...:

idiot and moron:

so...what you ppl think??can make it or not??

photoshoot+WSS nightmare

2005-10-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday....we were SUPPOSEDLY doing our DAY 1 photoshoot....BUT as we speak....none of us brought any props or what-so-ever to school.....i could tell christian wasnt too happy about it...hmmm.....so...in the end...we showed him what concept of our photoshoot we had in mind.....he was quite happy with sam and my idea....well...ok...ya....then he called us by group to practice taking photos....and we had a lot of fun...sam...is my model...so...we practiced lighting...and stuff...with the help of benjamin....ben guided me for some lighting stuff...then later yvonne joined us....and i included her into the phototaking session...hahaha....had so much fun....ben and i suggested naming words of expression...and both sam and yvonne are supposed to potray that expression...well...quite funny la that process...then later...i saved that into my thumbdrive.....post it another time

haiz...then we had the damn WSS test....freaking had to do it on the spot...test started...yvonne and i were still talking....i did 6 logos in total...she did 2...and we had to come up with bookmarks too...but...damn...when it came to presentation...i totally freaked out...froze at the spot...i totally forgot what i wanted to say...like hell...i wanted to cry when i was up there...it was so bad man....i looked at ah liow...the to aaron then to fahimah....(mind you....fahimah didnt look too happy with me)....then to yvonne and sam...it made me wanna cry even more.....i went back to my seat...and i cried man....after that..i didnt talk...for the next 1/2 hr or so...well...what's done is done....i have to accept it whether i like it or not...later i left for studio...but on the way...out of sch...got a bloody F*****G taxi driver....my head was down...and i wasnt really in the mood...trhen the damn taxi driver....step on his accelerator...like...wanting to scare me...WTH....i was so angry...i shouted like F*** YOU OLD MAN!....and i wanted to give him the finger and stuff....but yvonne like kinda held me back...then later took 72 to yck...so packed the bus....but heng arh...got place for me to stand can liao...yvonne and i squeezed together...haiz....she went home...i went to studio...wasnt feeling myself that whole day....saw jennifer at studio....and i still wasnt feeling any better...she asked if i was ok....i kinda replied like...sort of...and i explained what happened...she knew the test was important to me...so...she sympathises...haiz...wo de xin hao tong!!.....

GOD......grrr......then the stoooooooopid period gotta come of all days...'make' my day only...grrr....slept awhile at studio....then...had dinner at lau pa sat...then uncle james came to pick us up....and we went to the airpot to pick up my aunt....haiz...ad ot wait so long.....tmd....i hate waiting at airport.....ask me to wait anywhere else...im fine with it....anyways....my aunt was so happy to see all of us at the airport.....

today...went to studio...didnt take class coz had cramps....talked to suman for awhile...told him about what happened yesterday....and he had some advice for me.....

NOTICE TO EVERYONE : STUDIO WU'S OPEN HOUSE..........PLEASE TRY TO MAKE IT DOWN NEXT SATURDAY.....FROM 1PM TIL 4.15PM.....OK??

2005-10-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

today....woke up at 12....so sian.........haiz...go to IMM to have lunch....even more sianz.....IMM AGAIN....haiz...singapore...is like sooo freaking small...coz..it's like...damn...the same old places again...anyway...today went down to town...met up with sam and tiffany....aiyo....aiyoyo....tiffany is like...super crazy...and this is my 1st time meeting her...sam has told me how crazy tiffany is...and...well...din expect that crazy...

while in town....saw that ainah...and her aubrey...(ainah...you've been missing in action lately...come back to school aite?)speaking of school....i skipped sch yesterday....hahah....coz...something happened...i dont wanna talk about it...i think...i kinda have forgotten about it...since...today..sam and tiffany like cheered the hell outta me...(thanks also to naqiah...love you to bits babe).....suman...i know what you're think when you read the words in the brackets..hurhur-.-!

i wanted to find my that photoshop user mag...but i couldnt find...so..in the end..i bought other magazines...hehheh..inside got big big OC posters!!!yay....gonna go up my wall later...so happy...and...well...today...im happy...hope i'll be happy forever...i never wanna tear again...(ya...but i surely will one...wonder who will break my heart next hur??)....yea...anyways...nothting better to do now...shall upload pix of him....SU the MAN....hurhur?? corny nick..hey...but i like...

acting innocent hur??

the smile that i talk about....hehheh...

haiz...i will upload more of your photos when i buy my hp cable...then you can view your handsome pix all you like...hehheh

outdoor photography

2005-10-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

hehe...this ws taken at People's Park Complex KFC....yea....nothing better to do...so...take pix...this was taken by me...but...actually...i put it on timer la...and use my baby tripod...hehe...yea....sophia and xintian took such a long time to reach KFC...i think they got lost...HAHAHAHAHAH

this pic was taken after our lunch....well..i wasnt in the pic...coz...i was the one taking it...hehe...im a good photographer k....dont play play....look below...and you can see my pix...hehheh....

this pic taken with christian:

vOn asked to take this photo:

hehheh....bollywOoD styLe:

taken at the bridge towards The Majestic(nice?):

christian's fingers:

YAY!!!!yesterday had a lot of fun.....i was soooo shagged....but...im happy that i have achieved all these photos...yea.....

shall blog another time...gotta do work now....

happy

2005-10-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

ok....today's a great day...started the day by going down to von's house to help her with her work...did work till i totally forgot the time...was supposed to leave her place like at 4.45...but i left like....about 5.20...i know...super late..suman msged me that he was gonna be at the studio later...so...YAY!!!can meet him at last...!!!have been waiting for that day...it takes at least an hour to reach studio...from bukit panjang...and by the time i reached like Queenstown....i couldnt take it..so...i got off the bus and took the train instead...i reached raffles like...10 mins...if i took the bus...i would have reached like...at 6.50 or something...i would have missed talking to you...and so..i waited for awhile...liwen came...and we chat...a lot...caught up with each other...then had dinner...after dinner...i went back to studio...saw this girl...very familiar...like i know her or something...so..i decided to ask if her name was nina...and she looked really blur at me...but in the end we were like...OH!!!!!! haha...ya....suman finished at 8.30...waited awhile for him...he knew i was waiting for him...so he rushed...while waiting...jen...chiing...ryan were all joking...about tea dance...yea...(e-chiing...you looked crazy!!!)jen...lyd...it was great to see you guys again...after such a long time...miss you guys a lot...

jie...our impromptu meeting??must be soon..ok?i cant take it anymore...miss you toooooooooo much!!!!!yea....small carol....you too....i'll come and take your lessons okok??i promise..

anyway...went off with suman just now...(it's now...10 plus)....on the way...he withdrew money and passed it to me...to do my printing...(thanks boy...love you! muacks!!)then...we walked to raffles mrt...we walked into 7-11...and you bought me chocolate...yumyum...tho..i havent eaten it yet...saving it for tmr...hehe...and you let me have a sip of your drink...tho i know you are very thirsty.....you still let me drink your drink...hee...thanks hor..

well..im happy...and i wanna spread my happiness around..especailly to a very very stressed natalie...glad my testimonial cheered you up hehheh.....

well...nothing much to blog now...hehheh...will blog again tmr..now busy watching BoA dvd...

**LIWEN....THANK YOU FOR THE BOA NEW ALBUM AND DVD...THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH....LoVE YoU...HEHE......THO IT'S A REALLY LATE BDAY PRESENT..I'LL STILL APPRECIATE IT...**

jiejie....where is my present hur???you owe me very long liao leh!!!!

it's so boring at home

2005-10-04T13:23:00.000+08:00

haiz...i woke up at 11.10 today...was thinking of going to school...i mean...i will never miss a single of mr christian's lesson....coz...they're interesting...and he's sick today-.-!

sian man...i bathed...changed into ma uniform...then..i turned my phone on...i recieved four messages...first was from sam...saying that mr christian is sick today...so..lesson is cancelled...haiyo...i was looking forward to today...partly coz..i could take photos again...the other part was coz..i wanted to pass my empty discs to mr liow...if not...i cannot do my work..and i know..if i can do my work today...means...i can finish by tmr...OH NO...and we still need to print...!!!!oh no...what if i cant finish by tmr???ohno ohno....how??haiyo...im scared i have to stay up to finish it again....the last time i did that...i stayed up with sam to finish up the letterhead and stuff...we finished at 7am...and i missed my appointment...CANNOT...this thursday i got appointment too...cannot afford to miss the appointment again...haiz...i'll try to finish it up by tmr la...hopefully dont need to burn midnight oil la..coz...the last time...very tiring...no energy the next day...haiz...im so bored now...maybe later i go and do banner..on freehand...do all the work that can be done on freehand one...better...then when it comes to doing the indesign stuff...i have more free time...no need to rush...good idea eh?ya..

now im so BORED...alfred...nat's boyfriend...just wrote me a testimonial...coz i wrote one for him...and it was kinda lame la...i admit it...coz..i know im super lame..i think alfred can join our SIMS already...coz why??he...is probably eqaully as crap as anyone of us in SIMS club...haha...he even said it was a good choice we had nat as our advisor-.-....lame...haha...nat...dont eat me coz of what i wrote for alfred ok??hehe XD...

anyway..sam was at my house yesterday...haha...we did work...discussed about the major proj...we chat...watched tv(the cantonese series...yummy yummy)...i cooked lunch...oh...wait...breakfast for her....(my well-known pasta)...and...we did work...uhm...chat...played my guitar...then...think about 4...we left for bugis...to watch the CORPSE BRIDE....hehe...soooooo nice to watch...thank god sam...you roped me in to watch it..if not..i wont...it was damn funny...and some parts both sam and i found it to be a little moronic...hahayea...moronic...like sam herself...hehe...XD...sam left at about 8...i think...i just walked around the next hour...by myself...and..decided to get yvonne her earrings..and get sophia something...(haiyo...that woman dont know what she wants...grr!!)haha...anyway...yvonne...the other colors...were...how should i say...uhm..they did not really fit you...yea...so..i got ya black and white ones..ya...AND sophia...i got you your HELLO KITTY stickers...happy??now you can paste it anywhere you want...hor??ya...

anyway..shall blog again another time...

FUCK THE TECHNICIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

ive done a lot of thinking lately...beacause of yesterday...

THE TECHNICIAN THREW AWAY MOST OF OUR WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's so unbelievable man...it's still so unbelievable now...sophia just called me...and she was crying over the phone..i couldnt find a way to stop her too...oh man...i feel bad...and she feels worse...i hope it really is like what christian said...it might be a blessing in disguise...i hope so...

i told natalie about it too...and she...sam and i had a chat about it yesterday before WSS...then...she confirmed with mr lim that...all our work has been THROWN AWAY...by the technician...jasmin...or...what ever his name is...

when the technician came in and out of the mac lab...to be honest...i swear...i wanted to strangle him so badly that his eyeballs pop out of their sockets...melvin added on that i should take a chopper and chop his head man...or maybe i make sure that when i see him...i spit on him...but...im not gonna sink that low...and do that

^_^V *thanks to natalie too...that super pig made me feel better...but seriously..nat...when you hugged me...and when you said those stuff...i really felt like crying...and cry everything out... but...really...thanks a lot...i owe you a lot...i'll treat you to lunch?....yea...accept it...you're like a big sister to me man...thanks...* ^_^V

i shall forget that this ever happen...coz...it really is no use to cry over spilt milk...what's done is done...we cant undo it...the work may have been burnt or something...how do we get it back...i want it back really badly...but...there is NO WAY im ever gonna get the works back...my muscleman...my skeleton...my pen drawing...my animal drawing that i spent almost 4 days doing...that includes my muscleman too!!....haiz...no way im getting them back...i cant even remember what i lost...haiz..sad..nvm la...what's done is done...

i dunno what to blog now...i'll blog another time la...

today

2005-09-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

well...well..well...let's see...today...hmm...i reached school later than im supposed to...i was supposed to meet the super pig and alfred at 12.30 for lunch...but i was LATE...what time i reached??? 1pm...very good...i let the super pig starve...hahaha...

after i met them...we had lunch in the canteen...alfred treated me to a drink...so nice...then...super pig bought her food and sat down with me...tell you...today...was the 1st time i played the biggest light bulb in my life man...natalie and alfred...haiz...anyway...lemme just say this...the 1st time i saw alfred...i felt that he was kinda dao...but...after today....my impression on him changed....hahahahh....why?...COZ....i find that both alfred and natalie....oh man........they are just like anyone in the SIM club...A.K.A yellow/blue club...yes man....they are like that....hahah....

haiz...then after that...had meeting at drawing studio 2...after meeting...we went for class...but...only for a while...i didnt even sit down on the chair...and sam suggested doing our WSS homework...buy this thursday...and i suggested to go over yvonne's house to do it...before we left...we went to drawing studio to disturb super pig...then super pig wanted to take photos mah...but we ended up like taking forever to take like that...haiz...coz why...there are 4 of us...and no one to take the photo for us...

we went to her house...but in the end...hahah....we didnt do much work...we PLAYED...yea man...play guitar...play PS2...yea....then sam do her FACEPARTY...this time she do......FIONA XIE....omg.....sam and tiffany....aiyo...aiyoyo...make her like a slut man....haiz...i left yvonne's place at 8...i reached my granz place at 9...haha...and im watching final fantasy ADVENT CHILDREN now....WOW!!!!....so touching towards the ending...i feel like crying...damn...im emotional...haiz...anyway...i wanna go watch my show now...so..i shall blog again another time...

long time no blog man.......

2005-09-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

YES!!!! im finally blogging...after...dunno how long....hahaha...yea..yea...my life has been really busy....new modules to do...and stuff like that...more interesting thing have entered my life...for those of you who know what i mean...yea...yea...and...lots of things have happened...and uhm..i dunno where to begin 1st...maybe...i'll just state down the impt stuff...

17th august about 1am: super special day....*winkz*...woo...go figure...
uhm...

3rd september: haiyo....hectic day man....went to mediacorp and do filming...haha....well...not exactly mediacorp la..more like the location was at NAFA...i was there like for...13 hours...together with yvonne...saw Rui En...and lots more early in the morning...eh...and we are in this show with Jeanette Aw...and Julian Hee...haha..(took pix with them...too bad the pix are in my phone...i need to buy cable liao...sad...no money)...and...that day...tell ya...TIRING MAN....not sure if i ever want to be an extra again...maybe...i will consider if they ask me again...then the stupid annie...two faced...man...if i leave NAFA early..i can go and watch SU the MAN and WU'ZZUP's heats...but...glad they got through...damn...wanted to go support...argh..stupid annie...what she doing man...

4th september: MY BIRHTDAY!!! haha...happy 17th birthday to me man...yvonne was the very 1st one to wish me happy birthday...thanks for msging me...hmm...then....then...in the morning...when i turned my hp on...i recieved sooo many msges...even from ppl i dont expect to remember...thanks to AMY...PEIYONG...KOSHEILA....LIANGRU...SIHUA....a lot more...but...cant put down here...oh...and the most thanks for SUMAN...for literally typing the birthday song through sms..thanks boy...but then leh...some ppl like my 'wonderful jie'....FORGOT MAN...haiz...sad la...i got my IPOD MINI...at last...for mommy and papa....haha...yea...and a pair of VANS shoe from my bro...(got it off at a sale...and it cost like $50 cheaper than yvonne's)...yes...but...it was just like any normal day...no celebration...yea...

5th september: xintian's birthday..

6th september: johnny's birhtday..

7th September: the idiot YVONNE's birhtday....we all got her a VANS shoe...that she waited so long for me to get...and i got her something extra...since she said that she was only gonna receive one present form all of us..(your VANS shoe ex mah)...i got her a bag...FINALLY...she got a new bag...and she used it the day after i got it for her...hmm...yea...least you like it...hmm...this year...she was the one that i spent most money on....well..including from the beginning of the year...but...her birthday alone..i spent...think....about...$60?..yea...the most amount of money i have EVER spent on a friend(that's coz you are my GREAT PAL...my...uhm...idiotic friend...lucky woman...got a friend like me so nice...you better appreciate arh...if not next year you get sai from me...HAHAH!)...yea...but...glad you like your presents...XD

8th or 9th or 10th or 11th september: nutty....has officially become the Yellow/Blue club advisor...well..actually...we got this group going for quite awhile already...sam founded it...well...coz...yvonne...me and herself...are all very dirty minded...sam...being founder...you would've known...how dirty minded she is...and...as for me...haha..im just the president...i just preach dirty stuff...yvonne...is my vice...so...she helps me too...we think about dirty stuff all day long...well..not everyday...coz...that would be...eew...yea...and uh...while chatting with nutty that day...she said she didnt mind us dirty fellas...haha...and she even wanted to be our..ADVISOR...yea...but she wants pay...i cant afford an expensive person like her...so...i ended up having to provide her free lunch...3 times a month...ample amount of chocolate...and free flow of green tea(sam...you owe nutty her green tea)...yea...and so...nutty also came up with a new name...for our group....the SIM....(spAstiC...idiOt...and mOrOn...)...we came up with stupid names...coz we actually do represent this stupid names...RIGHT? YES...so right...nutty....you are gonna get one too...one day..well..coz im still thinking of a name for ya..hahha...

17th september: suntec dance...damn man...lost for words...WU'ZZUP so good...yes..they are good...so good...that they made me at a lost of words...cant stream any sentences for them man...THEY ARE DA BOMB!!!!YES...tho we din win anything...stupid ah gua group...not supposed to win one lor....not fair lor...yea..stupid....SOLO already win...group can get 3rd...what is this...must have pacat pacat one right...wah...lemme find out...wah...watch out...diao...haha...aiya...WU win or lose...doesnt mean we're not good enuff..or we're too good...watch out...we'll beat all groups hands down one day....HAHAHAHA(im so evil).....but...i love you guys man...seriously...miss you guys...hope to see you soon...

18th september:TODAY!!!!!oh my god...ok...better not say any bad things here..later...kenna fined...hahah...yea...but..oh man..today's seminar suck...like shit like that...dunno what to say about it...haiz..i met up with yvonne...supposed to be like...7.30 meet up..but...we met up like at 8?...she tot that we'll be late...but guess what...we were still early...someone hur...was at SP mrt there...like super early...diao..then want me and yvonne to fly over there....mOrOn...tell you arh...singapore poly arh...haiyo...dunno what to say arh...i attended a cery stupid and boring seminar....IT’S REALLY VERY BORING...AND STUPID....i but learnt to be even more dirtyminded...the whole lecture hall...was filled by mainly like a population of 99% of primary school kids...and like 0.5% of like ppl my age..can you imagine...MR LIOW....what kind of seminar is this man...most of the time sam was sleeping...the seminar was from 8.30am to 6pm!...so freaking long...the man was teaching us how to memorise words, doing mind mapping, motivate us etc...damn...i already know how to do it...i had to pass my time somehow...so...what better way than to think dirty...haha...99% of my time...i was thinking dirty...you can ask my dear yvonne and samantha...what i did man...every single thing that came out from my mouth....is dirty...yea...and melvin helped me add on man...WOW...i just realised...he can be part of our yello/blue club!...when the man asked us to repeat some words from A-Z.....yvonne...melvin and i...hhaha...we had our own list of A-Zs...hahah...like vulgarities...haha...cool man...like A for...a*****e...and B for b***h...yea...only the holy sam didn’t say anything...she just couldn’t control herself but laugh along with us...we were like siaolang like that...OMG...world skills people ARE LIKE THAT!!!!WE are really crazy!especially melvin who started all those funny crap and crazy vulgarities.Mr Liao says that the seminar...is very good, etc. It’s so boring and we think that it’s meant for the primary school kids -.-...we(me...sam...and yvonne)...ended up taking a lot of photos...my hp have all of our crazy pix...like sam's yau gui pic...my god...only a crazy woman like her..would take those kind of pix...siao..most pix were actually...yvonne's...and..some were mine..diao...my phone now like...majority...yvonne's pic...haiz...nvm..im ok...with it...but...tell you...she will view my hp everyday man...just to see the pix...(hor yvonne?)....diao...ok la...this has become a super duper long entry...well...to cover up for all the time i didnt blog...

- spAstiC -

i am bloody pissed...

2005-07-21T18:33:00.000+08:00

today i am......PISSED...why...the person who pissed me should know...dont you dare jump to conclusions before you know the truth...and do you know...how rude you are???...you may think that you are not rude...but try to see it in other people's point of view...you are rude...

and being rude to a teacher...that's just out of the question...see as it is...i did not say anything about you to anyone...dont believe...ask anyone of us...you should know...and that attitude of yours...i dont think i can take it anymore...it sucks to the core...not that i want to bad-mouth you...but...who is the one bad-mouthing who?...do you think i want to treat you like this? no...you started this lot...you better finish it...cant you just at least treat me better? or treat someone better? you know who...youve been treating us like shit...like we're dirt you'd just dust off your shoulders...you know...i've had enough...of your shit...*)(&%&!@!#!%$*@(*&^~!!!!!!!!!

pissed...but...i'm trying to stay as cool as possible...if...that's possible...yea...think it is...coz...i'm not a rash person...

The OC quote of the day:

"friends Coop? what are you guys gonna do? lift weights? try on wife beaters? [Marissa stares at her] ...sorry...it's just...guys like Ryan...aren't friends with girls"- Summer to Marissa.

blogging again

2005-07-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

i seriously do not know...what to write today..i mean...today...nothing much happened...see as it is...our Macs were shut down...the whole lab was shut down...none of the Macs work...couldnt turn on...so...we suggested to mr simon that he let us go early...and he did...so...we went home...

hmm...when i got home...i caught several kids...playing with fire at the void deck...i'm not really sure if they were the ones who started the fire...but i told them to put it out...hmm...guess they didnt really listen to me...but...who the hell cares...the rubbish bin was close to melting already...haha...i guess they didnt put it out...why? coz they were adding more dried leaves to it...damn...kids nowadays...

well...like i said...nothing much to write...

The OC quote of the day:

" Hey...Brian Gatwood(Ryan Atwood) a.k.a kid chino...the one with the fist of fury...[looks at Ryan who is dressed in a suit]...maybe we should change your name to over-dressed lad..." -Seth to Ryan.

in class

2005-07-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

ok...today...rather...relaxing...coz...i think i kinda slack today...teacher late toaay...make us sit outside class for 45 minutes...damn...so hot outside somemore...haiz...but what to do???wait lor...continue waiting lor...haha...

ya...yvonne suggested having a picnic outside class while waiting for mr simon...then i played the guitar...a source of entertainment while waiting...hahaha...so smart right...bring guitar to school...anyway...later going to eliza's house...woohoo...today damn slack man..then feel so sleepy...woohoo...

yesterday left school around 5.30pm...then went to Bugis...met up with mommy and bro...then supposed to go buy ticket for FANTASTIC FOUR!!...but...coz ainah supposed to meet me...then me...my bro and ainah go and watch...then i stand at the box office...waiting for ainah's message...asking her what time she wanna watch the movie...then she say she's not sure if she should watch the earlier show or the later one...haiz...lucky i bought the tix for her...then she rushed down to Bugis...

WAH!!!!!!!!!the movie damn nice to watch man!!!!WOoHooO!!jessica alba sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SEEEEEXXXXXYYYYYYY!!!! hot hot hot...woohoo...damn good looking man...haha...she's my idol man....haha....i watch the movie partly coz she's acting...and coz..i like fantastic four...hahaha!!yea man...haha...okok...damn...it's kinda lame now...in the PC Lab enjoying free music and enjoying free com usage...haha...yea man...ENJOY!!...haiz...feel damn sleepy now sia...shall go eliza's house to sleep...but..i doubt she'll let me sleep man...

haiz...shall update later...tired now...

The OC quote of the day:

"your a bartender, you listen to peoples problems...r mine, this is my twentieth anniversary...is suppose'ta be...its not goin so well...an now...my wife is convinced she can'teave Seth alone" -Sandy to Alex in The Bait Shop.

pissed man

2005-07-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD!!! i'm like damn pissed like hell man...stupid teacher...TMD...say got no Mac version!!!!shit la...

i'm in class now...just finished lesson...haiz...a little stressed today...do lip-syncing...for my seth cohen character...not bad arh...managed to do it...but do wrongly...forgot to name the frame sia..by the time i realized i did wrongly...haiz...too late already...hmm...later meeting ainah at bugis to watch fantastic four...my bro watching too...haha...cant wait man...woohoo...wah...if lixin jiejie free today...and dont need to go for camp...maybe she'll be able to watch with us man...haiz..

oh man...so hungry now man...cant tahan anymore....yvonne chia ate in front of me in the Mac Lab just now...argh...my stomach making noises now...oh man....starving...haiz...

got nothing to say...so...will blog again when i have the time...gotta help yvonne with the lip-syncing of her "ah beng"

The OC quote of the day:

" i figured Oats'd be pretty down, could use the companionship of someone sweet an pretty with shinier hair, that would just you know...be there for him"-Summer to Seth about Captain Oats.

woOhoO!!!!!

2005-07-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

haha! i just found out today that i'm gonna be exempted from one of my course modules for next year...woohoo..yea man...well...that's coz...i'm taking the module now...learning at compress mode...which also mean...super mode...think i can handle that...haha...no...of coz..so...think i might be needing some of the 2nd yr student's help...hahahope they are willing to help man...not everyone is kind like ME!..haha...yea...

today nothing much happened lah...just any normal day...argh!!i cant wait till next monday man...I'M GONNA WATCH FANTASTIC FOUR!!haha...yea...i wait for this movie for about close to 2 years already...ever since i found out that they'll be making it into a movie...then...my wait is gonna be over soon...and...in the movie got a hot babe also...haha...JESSICA ALBA...such a big fan of her...she's like damn pretty lor...lol...yea...like...maybe prettier than Summer...that i have to agree with my brother...yea...

haiz..nothing much to say la...

The OC quote of the day:

"no I'm just the guy standing next to you, youre the queen...alright? I'm...the jester...perhaps...if that works...so let me ask you this your highness...what can I do to make it up to you?"-Seth to Summer on prom night

a day in the life in me during lesson time

2005-07-07T12:18:00.000+08:00

great...i'm in class now...hahah...yea man...just finished my walk cycle...yea...today much easier than yesterday...feel a little more relaxed...but...the teacher...damn CB man...early in the morning...throw temper...got some bloody people open the back door and jb...then got the teacher into trouble...then the teacher scold the whole class...TMD...haha...then...guess who was the last person to leave the Mac Lab...huixia...huh...as expected man...haiz...dunno la...anyway...not my problem..so why should i care hor?

so...anyway...now...in the Mac Lab...enjoying free air-con...free usage of the com...haha...yea...and just relax man...enjoy life man...haiz...later at 2...we have IT fundamentals...woohoo...ms janet's class...feel even more relaxed...she's like the nicest teacher man...remind me of mdm yeo...speaking of mdm yeo...hmm...kinda miss her man....siang nian ni!!haiz...gotta leave the Lab soon...teacher gonna lock the door soon...be back soon! ciao!

The OC quote of the day:

"Oh...that's just something Seth drew...he left it here...about some demon waterpolo...maybe in 10 years time i'll sell it on e-bay...it should worth something i guess"- Alex